Wonderment...

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Today Shakti has been present in a very noticeable way. When I first started

this job at the school there was a lady who really rubbed me in a negative way.

Her manner put me off and I chose to handle the situation by ignoring her and

just keeping my distance.

 

It seems that is not what is to be. The past few weeks there has been a change

in the situation or me or her or all three. Today she was here in my room

running the xerox and started telling me her story of the last few years. She

was non functioning for two years and did not realize it because she had a brain

tumor. When they found out she went thru the surgery and then was left with

huge bills. She says that the bills have been taken care of in many ways by

different people - all attributed to the Divine.

 

I sat here and listened offering comments and ?'s - and sharing some of my story

- I am just shaking my head here - I did not do anything that I know of and here

she is now a talkative open lady - sharing when we barely spoke before. She has

a very different manner - not the norm that can be rather abrupt which has been

my manner at times but she has a way of commanding the discussion. I find

myself just allowing this and going with it as it presents and not letting it

bother me.

 

This seems to be part of the overall feeling of change that has been occurring

for me this Shaktipat. I keep thinking the words that chrism has written of and

suggested for me to keep in mind always to

" think of the other first " It seems as if I am stepping back and letting

things flow in this situation. How strange for me - and yet how wonderful - it

does fill me with wonder - I had nothing to do with this - I know it is Shakti

working thru me- For some reason this lady needed to share and/or I needed to

hear.

 

Have also been becoming more aware of the reality of how the Kundalini radiance

is always present - The K does not come and go it is here always and how I feel

is being projected always - just a bit of a wonderment for me -

 

Just realized this fits in with the 6th Chakra gift of feeling, knowing and

flowing --- yes???

 

Tomorrow the seventh day we rest and embrace all that we have been given during

this Shaktipat gifting. Whether you have felt actively any sensations or

phenomena is not important - the gift has been given and you have received. You

may not show any signs of this gift for a time yet know that you now are more

than you were and you are becoming more than you ever could have imagined.

 

We are blessed to have a guide who offers his gifts so freely.

 

Embrace the love that has been gifted - embrace the wisdom of Shakti who gifts

us thru her son - chrism.

 

Ride the rainbow with grace and love my Kundalini brothers and sisters...

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