Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 what would she say.. just wondering.. thinking a lot the last few months.. i dont know what to do with myself.. or what direction my life is taking.. its like i had a strange experience that saved me from suicide.. and then it put me into awe / confusion.. or crazy i dont know.. how does everyone receive guidance.. sometimes i need a big signpost that says " DO THIS " .. but how do you know what you should do.. i feel very indecisive .. my guidance isn't very visibile at the moment.. i'm always stuck.. like " what should i do? " ... do you use intuition.. like what feels right.. do you use some kind of divination.. (like tarot cards etc.. is that a good idea anyone?) or do you just kind of bounce stuff back and forth and get opinions and then make a decision.. kind of like go with what everyone else is going .. or the direction everyone else is going.. or get a feel for the synchronisations.. and just know.. hey im doing that.. or do you just like say.. I want X, Y, and Z and this is what im going to do and screw trying to get spiritual guidance.. and whats spiritual guidance anyway.. what do you actually get out of it.. or some bliss states and some love feelings or something? i could really do with that..lol I always thought spirituality was a drug-replacement type thing.. where you trade part of your life.. so you can feel good.. or in the pursuit of feeling good.. or getting bliss.. in exchange for doing good stuff.. is that what kundalini is the ultimate aim for? and what happens if you make the wrong choice... like you do something silly.. because you think its right.. or you dont know because there is lack of guidance or because it isn't clear enough.. or it just doesn't make sense.. what if you have no motivation to do anything whatsoever.. like how do you pick yourself up from that.. do u ask for guidance and then just go with it, because divinity knows best .. or what.. just kind of confused .. wheres the " Spiritual guidance " ... what shape does it come in, and how can you tell.. just confused i guess.. im not sure even if i have kundalini anymore.. i have a lot of doubts and a lot of disbelief, a lot of " this aint real.. i must be crazy " ... Sometimes I wonder if spirituality is for crazy people.. or maybe you need to be a little bit " out there " to actually be open to receiving these types of stuff. I know in past people found stuff in what i write, but its like I cant SEE it myself.. its like Im blind or something.. and everything is so internalised .. or externalised or ... how come i can't see these things?? in the past, people have just screamaed at me to do something.. and i wasn't paying attention .. lol.. like it was so obvious to everyone except me.. just popped into my head.. and just wondering what you all thought.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 Who is this? I still don't see who this is clearly! ________________________________ Andrew C <aindriu Sat, 27 March, 2010 18:21:47 If Shakti had a voice... what would she say.. just wondering.. thinking a lot the last few months.. i dont know what to do with myself.. or what direction my life is taking.. its like i had a strange experience that saved me from suicide.. and then it put me into awe / confusion.. or crazy i dont know.. how does everyone receive guidance.. sometimes i need a big signpost that says " DO THIS " .. but how do you know what you should do.. i feel very indecisive .. my guidance isn't very visibile at the moment.. i'm always stuck.. like " what should i do? " ... do you use intuition.. like what feels right.. do you use some kind of divination.. (like tarot cards etc.. is that a good idea anyone?) or do you just kind of bounce stuff back and forth and get opinions and then make a decision.. kind of like go with what everyone else is going .. or the direction everyone else is going.. or get a feel for the synchronisations. . and just know.. hey im doing that.. or do you just like say.. I want X, Y, and Z and this is what im going to do and screw trying to get spiritual guidance.. and whats spiritual guidance anyway.. what do you actually get out of it.. or some bliss states and some love feelings or something? i could really do with that..lol I always thought spirituality was a drug-replacement type thing.. where you trade part of your life.. so you can feel good.. or in the pursuit of feeling good.. or getting bliss.. in exchange for doing good stuff.. is that what kundalini is the ultimate aim for? and what happens if you make the wrong choice... like you do something silly.. because you think its right.. or you dont know because there is lack of guidance or because it isn't clear enough.. or it just doesn't make sense.. what if you have no motivation to do anything whatsoever.. like how do you pick yourself up from that.. do u ask for guidance and then just go with it, because divinity knows best .. or what.. just kind of confused .. wheres the " Spiritual guidance " ... what shape does it come in, and how can you tell.. just confused i guess.. im not sure even if i have kundalini anymore.. i have a lot of doubts and a lot of disbelief, a lot of " this aint real.. i must be crazy " ... Sometimes I wonder if spirituality is for crazy people.. or maybe you need to be a little bit " out there " to actually be open to receiving these types of stuff. I know in past people found stuff in what i write, but its like I cant SEE it myself.. its like Im blind or something.. and everything is so internalised .. or externalised or ... how come i can't see these things?? in the past, people have just screamaed at me to do something.. and i wasn't paying attention .. lol.. like it was so obvious to everyone except me.. just popped into my head.. and just wondering what you all thought.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 Hi Andrew is me again.  Dont worry kundalini have many ways to direct your journey and will make sure you hear.The key is always hear what you feel (your heart)! In my case..I have felt lost different times..always in pray I ask god to show me directions! Syncronicities will come and scream at you! In my case is funny but I feel that spirit communicates with me through songs, advertisement in buses and undresground, images, dreams etc! Always feel what makes you happy and unhappy..go with the flow of your heart.  I would not go with divination or tarot or so..because God wants you to trust " yourself " . Do not look outside for the savor and the guide..start to look inside! In my case when all this started looking outside for tarot, healers, priests etc..only brought more missery. You have all what you need inside. There was not a quick fix because nobody knew what was happening!  Take one thing at the time. Practice safeties. Help yourself with relaxation and massages, drink lots of water and watermelon! Trust that you will receive the guidance from the divine.  You have here friends. Do not feel lost  Blessings Monica --- El sáb, 3/27/10, Andrew C <aindriu escribió: De: Andrew C <aindriu Asunto: If Shakti had a voice... A: Fecha: sábado, 27 de marzo de 2010, 12:21 am  what would she say.. just wondering.. thinking a lot the last few months.. i dont know what to do with myself.. or what direction my life is taking.. its like i had a strange experience that saved me from suicide.. and then it put me into awe / confusion.. or crazy i dont know.. how does everyone receive guidance.. sometimes i need a big signpost that says " DO THIS " .. but how do you know what you should do.. i feel very indecisive .. my guidance isn't very visibile at the moment.. i'm always stuck.. like " what should i do? " ... do you use intuition.. like what feels right.. do you use some kind of divination.. (like tarot cards etc.. is that a good idea anyone?) or do you just kind of bounce stuff back and forth and get opinions and then make a decision.. kind of like go with what everyone else is going .. or the direction everyone else is going.. or get a feel for the synchronisations. . and just know.. hey im doing that.. or do you just like say.. I want X, Y, and Z and this is what im going to do and screw trying to get spiritual guidance.. and whats spiritual guidance anyway.. what do you actually get out of it.. or some bliss states and some love feelings or something? i could really do with that..lol I always thought spirituality was a drug-replacement type thing.. where you trade part of your life.. so you can feel good.. or in the pursuit of feeling good.. or getting bliss.. in exchange for doing good stuff.. is that what kundalini is the ultimate aim for? and what happens if you make the wrong choice... like you do something silly.. because you think its right.. or you dont know because there is lack of guidance or because it isn't clear enough.. or it just doesn't make sense.. what if you have no motivation to do anything whatsoever.. like how do you pick yourself up from that.. do u ask for guidance and then just go with it, because divinity knows best .. or what.. just kind of confused .. wheres the " Spiritual guidance " ... what shape does it come in, and how can you tell.. just confused i guess.. im not sure even if i have kundalini anymore.. i have a lot of doubts and a lot of disbelief, a lot of " this aint real.. i must be crazy " ... Sometimes I wonder if spirituality is for crazy people.. or maybe you need to be a little bit " out there " to actually be open to receiving these types of stuff. I know in past people found stuff in what i write, but its like I cant SEE it myself.. its like Im blind or something.. and everything is so internalised .. or externalised or ... how come i can't see these things?? in the past, people have just screamaed at me to do something.. and i wasn't paying attention .. lol.. like it was so obvious to everyone except me.. just popped into my head.. and just wondering what you all thought.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 Shakti " has " a voice! Make no mistake about it. Go stand next to a beehive and here her words. Here them in the flute music that has no player. Hear her in the tinkling of bells and the cascade of a waterfall. She sings to us through our own voice as well as the voices of angels. Celestial music is her choir. As you surrender into your process you will " develop " the ears to hear her with. - blessings and love! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 Thanks Monica! I appreciate taking the time to read everything I wrote, however crazy it seemed and also to write to me, and for your advice. I was feeling a bit invisible there. I'm still reading through everything and taking it all in, and trying to adjust. My throat still isn't so good, but hopefully it'll improve! Andrew. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2010 Report Share Posted March 27, 2010 You can hear the sound of colour when you listen to the flowers. All around you, my friend. In everything, she whispers and sings -upon the blades of grass, or within the shimmering particles of moon dust...this Divine voice; love. Let your truth be your stethascope...listen to your heart and you will hear the voice of Shakti. Blessings. ~Danielle , " " <> wrote: > > Shakti " has " a voice! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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