A disturbing dream and some words of thanks

[Guest guest]

My thanks to all of you who have welcomed me to the group, and thank you for

words of encouragement when I find it difficult to do the Tibetans. Many thanks

for the healing sent to my daughter Emma.

I recently had a very disturbing dream . In my dream I was sitting up in a bed

studying a work document when a former  male colleague who was larger than me 

came into the room. He climbed in to the bed next to me to fully clothed and

started to read this document. I was  wearing pygamas. As he was reading this

document he started to snuggle up closer to me and pushed his head against my

chest in a snuggly way but also with great force . I could not move I felt

revulsion and terror overwhelm me as he continued to move his head in a 

suggestive away against my chest. I think he was gently kissing my chest through

my pygamas but I did not feel it rather I saw it happening in my head. Then I

squeezed sideways jumped out of the bed and ran to the door of the room. I

stopped and looked back and he was sitting in the bed reading the document. I

woke up feeling terrified and feeling sick in the pit of my stomach. I can

remember this dream vividly and each

time I think of it I get the same feelings of fear and sickness. This person

was a work collleague that I was relatively friendly with but I have never felt

any physical attraction towards any male colleagues or friends. I am wondering

what if anything is the signiicance of this dream and if anyone has any ideas

that might help me  understand it better.

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks for the dream. I have vivid s & x with both an enlightened man and woman in

the past couple of weeks, but in the dream state. There was a great

understanding and mutual affection before kundalini forced the phenomenon on me,

but the experiences were very pleasurable for me. Perhaps, if kundalini cannot

find the expression in the physical it will allow the experience to occur in a

different state, although that s just my experience.

 

Otherswise, it just seems the man was very affectionate and loving and perhaps

wanted to express that to you, and it just manifested that way, and was a

surprise rather than a fear. I know I could definetly need a hug sometimes hehe.

[Guest guest]

This would be merely a symbol of the Sacred Male making his presence and his

love known to you. I will invite you to be OK with this. Doesnt mean you are

anything other than who you are. It DOES mean that your sacred masculine is

saying hello! - So say hello back and give him a hug or let him snuggle as you

would to your father and as your son would to you. -

[Guest guest]

Thank you Chrism. I feel much more at ease with my dream now and having read

your words I am now feeling  ok and comfortable with the whole experience.

Thanks again

Joe

 

 

 

 

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Mon, March 29, 2010 10:09:37 PM

Re: A disturbing dream and some words

of thanks

 

 

This would be merely a symbol of the Sacred Male making his presence and his

love known to you. I will invite you to be OK with this. Doesnt mean you are

anything other than who you are. It DOES mean that your sacred masculine is

saying hello! - So say hello back and give him a hug or let him snuggle as you

would to your father and as your son would to you. -