:) Thank you for the shaktipat

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What beautiful visuals Deb. Love them! I wish I could post more but it is what

it is for right now. I love that I can still read and enjoy.

 

I haven't been able to enjoy the posts for over a week because for some insane

reason my family (siblings and nephews) scheduled a Cruise for 7 days all during

the Shaktipat week. It was a gift for me to go and my Husband and parents were

able to hold down the fort and my kids at home.

 

Of course on Heart Chakra day (Wednesday) some rather icky stuff came up with my

Twin sister. She has always been the thin size zero in the family and I had been

the heavier of the two of us. I've dealt with it through my life and have

released 90 pounds over six years ago and still do my best to maintain a

healthier eating and exercise lifestyle. However, she is going through some

tough times with divorce and anxiety. So has for the first time gained a few

pounds. She is by no means heavy, a nice size 6 but not what she is used to.

 

So it came through on Wednesday after she blew up at me for something that she

was jealous of me and my ways and my thinner self. According to her when I was

actually sitting and being myself in my bliss, she felt I was acting better than

her. And I was simply allowing others their way and being myself.

 

Long story short I am trying to recouperate while analyzing from a witness state

all this stuff that came up. She went through all the siblings on the cruise one

at a time being mad at each one of us. She has always had her high highs and low

low's. And now I am grateful that we live so far apart so I have time to get

back to a better state and figure out how I can maintain such a state of

balanced neutrality going forward when exposed to this. And I need to know what

the mirror issues are for me. I'm working on it.

 

Suffice it to say, this Shaktipat really brought through some stuff!!!

And....breathe....

 

love to hear any thoughts from chrism and anyone!?

 

Blessings,

Maggie

 

 

, " flowerpowers7777 "

<flowerpowers7777 wrote:

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> Dear Chrism,

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> Thank you so much for sharing your gift with all of us. The shaktipat went

very smooth for me. I felt the twirling energy at the bottom of