Guest guest Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 I activated my kundalini when I was a little kid, about 3 or 4. I experienced many paranormal activities, but when your little you can't gauge whats normal and whats out of this world. I'm not sure if the kundalini energy turned off, moved into a negative direction, or if its just taken this long to move up, I'm 26 by the way. About 6 or 7 months ago I had a tremendous kundalini explosion in my sacral chakra. Since then life has been heaven and hell, depending on the day. It seems to be working at a super speed as if trying to make up for lost time. I lived in an ego driven world for so long. My father is very insecure and has a false sense of strength and protection though his ego which he instilled into me. My entire family and friends are ego driven as well. Always an underlying feeling of being born into the wrong family. Seems to me now the ultimate purpose of sending myself into this environment was to experience duality and finding my soul against all odds. And I have. THe whole world looks completely different to me as if every morning I wake up I'm being reborn. Surrender is such a beautiful feeling. The energy level from my solar plexus to the top of my head is so strong upon waking as well. The vibration in my third eye and temples seem to increase more and more each day. A sense of knowing and that the world will unfold as it should is the ultimate emotion. There still is stuck energy in solar plexus to the throat chakra. My question is the 2010 shaktipat solstice right for me. I'd like to hear any advise or experiences from people who have been through it. Thanks, Patrick Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 hello Patrick, welcome to the group. Your experiences of 'one day heaven, one day hell' are common to many of us as the system is bought into balance. You will find nourishment and support here. I suggest committing to the safeties on the www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com website to help you.. and re the shaktipat; that is probably something will answer for you.. blessings Bruce , " surrendering_to_myself " <surrendering_to_myself wrote: > > I activated my kundalini when I was a little kid, about 3 or 4. I experienced many paranormal activities, but when your little you can't gauge whats normal and whats out of this world. I'm not sure if the kundalini energy turned off, moved into a negative direction, or if its just taken this long to move up, I'm 26 by the way. About 6 or 7 months ago I had a tremendous kundalini explosion in my sacral chakra. Since then life has been heaven and hell, depending on the day. It seems to be working at a super speed as if trying to make up for lost time. I lived in an ego driven world for so long. My father is very insecure and has a false sense of strength and protection though his ego which he instilled into me. My entire family and friends are ego driven as well. Always an underlying feeling of being born into the wrong family. Seems to me now the ultimate purpose of sending myself into this environment was to experience duality and finding my soul against all odds. And I have. THe whole world looks completely different to me as if every morning I wake up I'm being reborn. Surrender is such a beautiful feeling. The energy level from my solar plexus to the top of my head is so strong upon waking as well. The vibration in my third eye and temples seem to increase more and more each day. A sense of knowing and that the world will unfold as it should is the ultimate emotion. There still is stuck energy in solar plexus to the throat chakra. My question is the 2010 shaktipat solstice right for me. I'd like to hear any advise or experiences from people who have been through it. > > Thanks, > > Patrick > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 Hey Patrick, I'll share my thoughts too! I think it's no accident you are here. Yes, I would say take Shaktipat. But only if you start in on those Safeties immediately like Bruce suggested. They can make a HUGE difference. Dig into them. Forgive your family and anyone else that has wronged you and forgive yourself for your wrongs. It is common among many Kundalini people to have a hard beginning in life. You are not alone in that aspect! Take a look at the safeties, go within and see if Shaktipat feels right for you. http://kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html be well, bradly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Hi guys and thanks for the warm invitation. As far as the safeties go, the funny thing is i've been pretty much doing all of them on an unconscious level even before reading them for probaly almost a year now. Even the tongue up thing i've been doing ( thought I just had a nervous habit). I've been going out of my way to apologize and forgive people as if being pulled toward the action, and love until recently is something I never thought i would truly be able to feel. But I could go on and on. Helen if your grandson is active all I can tell you is what " I " would have liked when it happened to me. I would have liked someone close to me that I loved to communicate with me about it as to not feel so alone with it. Give it a matter of recognition. Not to feel isolated by so to fall away from the path instead of embracing it. The big mistake would be to dismiss it , " it's only a dream " " kids and there wacky imaginations " " grow up " " why can't you be more like " blank " or other kids. Stuff like that. I believe that most people that are activated are old souls. Those of us who have been around the block enough to be ready for such an undertaking. Very possible the decision to be awakened was made prior to incarnation. I remember being a little kid and someone would dismiss something i would say, or they would try to convince me of there truth, and I would say " it will all make sense to you when you die " . always followed by that look of dissapproval (given to me). These types of relationships is what sent me into a dark place. However I came out of it with more love and compassion then I would have ever thought possible. In the long run it has helped to make me stronger. So the real secret is, there is no secret. You came to this life to learn and evolve. All the notes will magically fit together to make your perfect piece of music. Thanks Patrick , " curball2002 " <curball2002 wrote: > > Hey Patrick, I'll share my thoughts too! > > I think it's no accident you are here. Yes, I would say take Shaktipat. But only if you start in on those Safeties immediately like Bruce suggested. They can make a HUGE difference. Dig into them. Forgive your family and anyone else that has wronged you and forgive yourself for your wrongs. > > It is common among many Kundalini people to have a hard beginning in life. You are not alone in that aspect! > > Take a look at the safeties, go within and see if Shaktipat feels right for you. > > http://kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html > > be well, bradly > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Hi Patrick, A warm welcome to you! My experiences have been only good with the shaktipats I have received from Chrism. They are powerful, yet because of the scatterfield that moderates how much one receives according to one's practice of the safeties, gentle at the same time. This is a love-based path - you will not get the top of your head blown off! I would recommend that you start practicing the safeties - these are available on the main site (www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com), along with many articles by Chrism. Read the articles, participate in this group, read through some of the old posts, practice the safeties, and your heart will guide you to whatever your next step may be. Love, David Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Patrick,   Welcome wise old soul -- you are among friends!  " " No worries with my little guy - he is free to be whatever and however he wants to be. I talk to all sorts of things: animals, trees, fish, rocks, suitcases and plants at the mall.  I also have an older grandson (9yr) who is autistic. He lives alot of his time " somewhere " else. We have a special smile or a tap on the knee when it is time to come back. He talks alot about when we die or before we came - we did this or that. We have had our talks about other people not understanding this yet. It is our secret for a while. I love your analogy: " All the notes will magically fit together to make your perfect piece of music. "  Poetic wisdom. Another quick thought about the Safeties. Think of them as your present to Shakti/ Divine Mother. Your devotion - your worship even. Tongue up/locks/5T/movement/water --but also pray and mediation. Everything vibrates - so get into the vibration of love - joy - trust . Bring it in to your bodies and then send it out in her name!! Do them from a platform of devotion to Shakti - She will richly reward. There is a seminar in West LA May 6 or that weekend (Somebody have the dates?) That would be a nice start!!  Blessings Helen ________________________________ surrendering_to_myself <surrendering_to_myself Wed, April 14, 2010 12:19:19 PM Re: A bit of my story and a question. Thanks  Hi guys and thanks for the warm invitation. As far as the safeties go, the funny thing is i've been pretty much doing all of them on an unconscious level even before reading them for probaly almost a year now. Even the tongue up thing i've been doing ( thought I just had a nervous habit). I've been going out of my way to apologize and forgive people as if being pulled toward the action, and love until recently is something I never thought i would truly be able to feel. But I could go on and on. Helen if your grandson is active all I can tell you is what " I " would have liked when it happened to me. I would have liked someone close to me that I loved to communicate with me about it as to not feel so alone with it. Give it a matter of recognition. Not to feel isolated by so to fall away from the path instead of embracing it. The big mistake would be to dismiss it , " it's only a dream " " kids and there wacky imaginations " " grow up " " why can't you be more like " blank " or other kids. Stuff like that. I believe that most people that are activated are old souls. Those of us who have been around the block enough to be ready for such an undertaking. Very possible the decision to be awakened was made prior to incarnation. I remember being a little kid and someone would dismiss something i would say, or they would try to convince me of there truth, and I would say " it will all make sense to you when you die " . always followed by that look of dissapproval (given to me). These types of relationships is what sent me into a dark place. However I came out of it with more love and compassion then I would have ever thought possible. In the long run it has helped to make me stronger. So the real secret is, there is no secret. You came to this life to learn and evolve. All the notes will magically fit together to make your perfect piece of music. Thanks Patrick Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " curball2002 " <curball2002@ ...> wrote: > > Hey Patrick, I'll share my thoughts too! > > I think it's no accident you are here. Yes, I would say take Shaktipat. But only if you start in on those Safeties immediately like Bruce suggested. They can make a HUGE difference. Dig into them. Forgive your family and anyone else that has wronged you and forgive yourself for your wrongs. > > It is common among many Kundalini people to have a hard beginning in life. You are not alone in that aspect! > > Take a look at the safeties, go within and see if Shaktipat feels right for you. > > http://kundaliniawa keningsystems1. com/the-safeties .html > > be well, bradly > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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