Guest guest Posted April 19, 2010 Report Share Posted April 19, 2010 Hi everyone, thank you for your posts; I have been reading them but not writing too much. Chrism, thank you for your comments somewhere that self love is a combination of discipline, acceptance, the willingness to stay present to fear, patience and so on (I may have used some different words here..) K has been ongoing. I was faced this week with the question 'Do I really trust Shakti?' Again I was taken through the process of seeing my attachments/resistance, being willing to trust even though I fear, feeling into the underlying pain, and being willing to move into a new way of living without those old structures of survival. The pain was with me for a few days. Its still there today, but today its more of an empathic pain for the suffering of ego-encapsulated souls. I have a recurring dream whenever I surrender to the Way. " I am in a new land, wild and undeveloped. I am next to a powerful river in this new land, full or rapids and immensely fast. To fall into the river would be certain death. ON the banks of the river are large animals. There are some baby lions, and it seems like one of the lion parents has paralyzed its back legs " When I awake, I have learned to visualize myself jumping into the river. Last night were more fear tests in my dreams.. " I am in a house, and have some bird cages with lions and tigers in them. I go out and see the cats have burst the cages and are somewhere in the house. I am afraid as they could eat me or the other residents'. Again, I imagine myself hugging the fearful creatures. I was exhausted yesterday, yet feel a little better today... love Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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