Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Hi, my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. I am also pretty new in speaking openly about kundalini and what is happening to me. To be honest, i am only beginning to discover what is going on even though it first began a year and a half ago in South east asia. I had been travelling and working for about 5 years, bits n pieces of volunteer work and stays in monasteries. I received reiki I in a monsatery in nepal and was beginning to feel a slight draw toward the Divine, despite a typical guilt-ridden Catholic upbringing! I was also quite interested in following the rather depressing actions of our political, military and business 'leaders'. I found myself being drawn to examine the events of september 11 2001. After discovering some quite glaring holes in the whole thing, i began to feel - rather than fear or hatred - a curious feeling of joy and hope. Shortly after, i entered a forest monastery in northern Thailand for a week of silent meditation. On the night i left the monastery, i was sitting down to do some meditation when i felt as if i was going to pass out or die! I went into bed and lay down and the bed seemed to fall away beneath me. Where i went or what happened i do not know but my life has been changed forever from that night. Immense joy and a deep sense of connection to All followed in the days after that night. Until something shifted and joy and peace were replaced by the distinct feeling of being watched...and of course, immense fear. I was convinced something terrible was occurring and i felt i was in danger of losing everything that was important to me. So i had to ask myself what was important. Friends, family, to love and to be loved. So i found myself returning home to Ireland after 5 years, where I am now. Since returning, i have had many wonderful experiences - deep sense of connection, joy at the simplest of things, creative bursts, joyful spring equinox kundalini experience. I have had some strange ones - being visited by my deceased grandmother. And i have had some uncomfortable ones - mystery illnesses, intense and unfounded fears and anxieties, disturbed sleep, deep fatigue and of course, obvious confusion. It took me a while to discover kundalini syndrom and i admit, the info did not make me feel too joyful. The wonderful sense of connection has all but dissolved now, leaving me with fatigue and a nice lesson in the deep tentacles of catholic indoctrination and thirty years lived in fear! But each day is a lesson in the art of surrender, though perhaps i am a slow learner! I admit it was very ....comforting to encounter chrism's site and read posts of other simple authentic people experiencing this little understood blessing. One of the hardest parts for me has been having to keep to myself what is occurring, as family and friends are quite confused and closed to such 'nonsense'! Anyway, sorry for the lengthy intro. Nice to meet you all and i'm sure i'll encounter some of you along the path. Gra, solas agus beannachtai Love, light and blessings Finn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Welcome and Blessings to you Finn. If you have not done so already, I would encourage you to read through the files section on the home page(including The Safeties), they are full of wonderful, helpful, meaningful information that I imagine will resonate with you. I think you will find the comfort here in being able to express as you need; ask a million question if need be; in your sharing we learn of ourselves too. Welcome, Finn. Love. ~Danielle , " tri_kaya " <tri_kaya wrote: > > Hi, > my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. I am also pretty new in speaking openly about kundalini and what is happening to me. To be honest, i am only beginning to discover what is going on even though it first began a year and a half ago in South east asia. > Gra, solas agus beannachtai > Love, light and blessings > Finn > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Hi Finn, For me having no one to talk about this with was hard to but your in good hands with the group. It helps alot! As I read about your fear of being watched this came to mind http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWyTxCsIXE4 & feature=related or Carl's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnURElCzGc0 Yes its a scientific explanation of things but felt it really summed up a K awaking lol. Things will get better! Blessings, Kat. ________________________________ tri_kaya <tri_kaya Sat, April 24, 2010 6:51:10 AM Blessings from Ireland  Hi, my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. I am also pretty new in speaking openly about kundalini and what is happening to me. To be honest, i am only beginning to discover what is going on even though it first began a year and a half ago in South east asia. Love, light and blessings Finn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Welcome Finn.................shrikant ________________________________ tri_kaya <tri_kaya Sat, 24 April, 2010 5:21:10 PM Blessings from Ireland Hi, my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Finn, Welcome and blessings to you! Love, David Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Thank you for sharing with us and a big loving welcome to you, Finn! Much Love, Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Finn: Welcome to the KAS family - You are blessed to have found this site and this group of folks. We are all being gifted with the grace of the Divine Shakti and she will take care of you as you traverse these uncertain roads. Read the safeties and the articles and digest all you can. I just came home from lunch where I read about 50 articles - I do this all the time reading and rereading - there is a peacefulness that comes over me that I never remember feeling while reading anything else. The articles - the words are all Shakti infused just as the music and the songs sung by chrism are Shakti infused. And there are energetics given here on the site as you read. Read the safeties over and over and bring them into your daily life - these will help balance you and you will know the difference rapidly. We are being blessed in so many ways. Be open and receive and you will benefit. Namaste - you are not alone ... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Céad míle fáilte Finn, love julia , " tri_kaya " <tri_kaya wrote: > > Hi, > my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2010 Report Share Posted April 24, 2010 Blessings and welcome to the K family, Finn. Thanks for sharing your interesting intro. Love, Linda , " tri_kaya " <tri_kaya wrote: > > Hi, > my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. I am also pretty new in speaking openly about kundalini and what is happening to me. To be honest, i am only beginning to discover what is going on even though it first began a year and a half ago in South east asia. > I had been travelling and working for about 5 years, bits n pieces of volunteer work and stays in monasteries. I received reiki I in a monsatery in nepal and was beginning to feel a slight draw toward the Divine, despite a typical guilt-ridden Catholic upbringing! I was also quite interested in following the rather depressing actions of our political, military and business 'leaders'. I found myself being drawn to examine the events of september 11 2001. > After discovering some quite glaring holes in the whole thing, i began to feel - rather than fear or hatred - a curious feeling of joy and hope. Shortly after, i entered a forest monastery in northern Thailand for a week of silent meditation. On the night i left the monastery, i was sitting down to do some meditation when i felt as if i was going to pass out or die! I went into bed and lay down and the bed seemed to fall away beneath me. Where i went or what happened i do not know but my life has been changed forever from that night. > Immense joy and a deep sense of connection to All followed in the days after that night. Until something shifted and joy and peace were replaced by the distinct feeling of being watched...and of course, immense fear. I was convinced something terrible was occurring and i felt i was in danger of losing everything that was important to me. So i had to ask myself what was important. Friends, family, to love and to be loved. > So i found myself returning home to Ireland after 5 years, where I am now. Since returning, i have had many wonderful experiences - deep sense of connection, joy at the simplest of things, creative bursts, joyful spring equinox kundalini experience. I have had some strange ones - being visited by my deceased grandmother. And i have had some uncomfortable ones - mystery illnesses, intense and unfounded fears and anxieties, disturbed sleep, deep fatigue and of course, obvious confusion. > It took me a while to discover kundalini syndrom and i admit, the info did not make me feel too joyful. The wonderful sense of connection has all but dissolved now, leaving me with fatigue and a nice lesson in the deep tentacles of catholic indoctrination and thirty years lived in fear! But each day is a lesson in the art of surrender, though perhaps i am a slow learner! I admit it was very ....comforting to encounter chrism's site and read posts of other simple authentic people experiencing this little understood blessing. One of the hardest parts for me has been having to keep to myself what is occurring, as family and friends are quite confused and closed to such 'nonsense'! > Anyway, sorry for the lengthy intro. Nice to meet you all and i'm sure i'll encounter some of you along the path. > Gra, solas agus beannachtai > Love, light and blessings > Finn > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 25, 2010 Report Share Posted April 25, 2010 Hi Finn, Welcome to the group....glad you found your way here Hugs Jo , " tri_kaya " <tri_kaya wrote: > > Hi, > my name is Finn from Ireland and I just wish to say a brief hello to the other members. I am pretty new to such on line groups so bear with me. I am also pretty new in speaking openly about kundalini and what is happening to me. To be honest, i am only beginning to discover what is going on even though it first began a year and a half ago in South east asia. > I had been travelling and working for about 5 years, bits n pieces of volunteer work and stays in monasteries. I received reiki I in a monsatery in nepal and was beginning to feel a slight draw toward the Divine, despite a typical guilt-ridden Catholic upbringing! I was also quite interested in following the rather depressing actions of our political, military and business 'leaders'. I found myself being drawn to examine the events of september 11 2001. > After discovering some quite glaring holes in the whole thing, i began to feel - rather than fear or hatred - a curious feeling of joy and hope. Shortly after, i entered a forest monastery in northern Thailand for a week of silent meditation. On the night i left the monastery, i was sitting down to do some meditation when i felt as if i was going to pass out or die! I went into bed and lay down and the bed seemed to fall away beneath me. Where i went or what happened i do not know but my life has been changed forever from that night. > Immense joy and a deep sense of connection to All followed in the days after that night. Until something shifted and joy and peace were replaced by the distinct feeling of being watched...and of course, immense fear. I was convinced something terrible was occurring and i felt i was in danger of losing everything that was important to me. So i had to ask myself what was important. Friends, family, to love and to be loved. > So i found myself returning home to Ireland after 5 years, where I am now. Since returning, i have had many wonderful experiences - deep sense of connection, joy at the simplest of things, creative bursts, joyful spring equinox kundalini experience. I have had some strange ones - being visited by my deceased grandmother. And i have had some uncomfortable ones - mystery illnesses, intense and unfounded fears and anxieties, disturbed sleep, deep fatigue and of course, obvious confusion. > It took me a while to discover kundalini syndrom and i admit, the info did not make me feel too joyful. The wonderful sense of connection has all but dissolved now, leaving me with fatigue and a nice lesson in the deep tentacles of catholic indoctrination and thirty years lived in fear! But each day is a lesson in the art of surrender, though perhaps i am a slow learner! I admit it was very ....comforting to encounter chrism's site and read posts of other simple authentic people experiencing this little understood blessing. One of the hardest parts for me has been having to keep to myself what is occurring, as family and friends are quite confused and closed to such 'nonsense'! > Anyway, sorry for the lengthy intro. Nice to meet you all and i'm sure i'll encounter some of you along the path. > Gra, solas agus beannachtai > Love, light and blessings > Finn > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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