What the heck WAS all that?-Bruce

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Thank you Bruce- your response mean't a lot to me.

 

I really appreciate that you can relate to some of the things I have been going

through. Although I'm sorry that you had to go through it, I'm happy to hear

that things are more balanced for you now.  I'm taking that as hope for me in

the future. This is not the first of one those deeper clearings for me and

honestly, this time, it was really tough to be inside of my own skin.

 

You were right the feeling of disconnection with God is brutal and for me

probably the worst part was the mental confusion and the symptoms of

depression.  I usually try to be a positive person or at least centered. I

think it helped because I knew this would pass- but the physical symptoms

combined with the psychological ones did wear me down.

 

As far as taking a higher road- I'm not so sure about that. I can't say I was

Miss.Pleasant through all this but at least I didn't resort to physical

violence!  LOL  - there's always a bright side

 

Love

 

Mary

 

 

 

 

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" BruceO " <bruce_oom

 

Monday, April 26, 2010 4:05:33 PM GMT -06:00 US/Canada Central

Re: What the heck WAS all that?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi mary,

 

well, I can totally relate to what you were saying. My process is more balanced

now (although its still challenging and ongoing), and there was no real sequence

how it worked in my body... sometimes head, then chest, then abdomen, then

neck... it was all over the place..

 

and that exhaustion with too much energy in the body.. that used to hit me a

lot...

 

and those feelings of disconnection from God.. those were brutal..

 

and at times for weeks it was tough.. well done for not responding negatively to

others and not smoking.. i feel those choices, where, in the face of great

difficulty, you choose the higher way, or the places it matters most..

 

I was just happy to be breathing after some of the deeper clearings.. lol..

 

love

bruce

 

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