further re kali... Bear Question-

[Guest guest]

Back about a year before I arrived here on I was having bear dreams. In

one of those dreams (or this one was more like an OBE), I was like in a western

setting and James couldn't sleep and got up to go set on the porch. I woke up

and he was not there beside me in bed, so I got up to go look for him and just

as I looked out the window, this huge bear showed up and tore James into many

pieces and threw him all over the yard. Real bloody scene. What I would like to

know is, does Kali appear as a bear at time to do her dismemberment thing?

Julia's posting about Kali and her bear dream brought this dream/obe back. At

the moment the bear appeared it was like James and I switched places and I was

the one who was torn to pieces.

 

This occurred at a time when I was torn to bits emotionally, so I just took the

meaning to have something to do with that.

 

It was around that same time when I had the dream/obe where my heart was ripped

out by these two guys. One was black and the other white. It was the black guy

who grabbed me and threw me face down on the grass and held it there with his

boot pressed to my head. It was the white guy that reached his hand in through

my back and just pulled my heart out. It was so real, I could smell the grass

and the earth and then the blood.

Then I had another dream where this guy sliced me half into at the stomach with

a piece of wire. I saw him do this to several of my friends first and I was

trying to hide from him, but he found me.

 

None of these actually caused pain, but the smells of blood and all was real

strong. These happened during years of my experiences of the electric energy

going up my spine, but more towards the end. The last time I experienced the

electric energy was when I grabbed the Cat's paw that night. That was about 6

months before coming to the . All of these all happened it the

middle of all those black dog attacks.. dreames/obes. I am glad all of that is

over. LOL!

 

Sorry this post is so gross, these " dreams? " all come back to my memory as I

wrote. The one where my heart was ripped out happened while I was meditating so

I don't think it was a dream exactly. It seemed more like a vision of this

happening to me. I was the me it was happening to and I was an observer of it

all too..like there was two me's. This one happened about a month or two before

I decided I would grab the cat's paw the next time it appeared. I don't know

what I was doing. I was just tired of it interfering with my sleep and pulling

covers off and electrocuting me.

 

Anyways, I was just wondering if Kali appears in the form of a bear at times and

if these could have been dismemberment esperiences.

 

Linda

[Guest guest]

Not sure on the bear but I had my heart ripped out among other things....and I

was just laying down quietly.

Been my take it was dismemberment.

Kat.

 

 

 

 

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danceswithcats999 <crazycats711

 

Thu, May 6, 2010 12:39:21 AM

Re: further re kali... Bear

Question-chrism

 

Anyways, I was just wondering if Kali appears in the form of a bear at times and

if these could have been dismemberment esperiences.

 

Linda