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OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some

strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the

top of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one

with GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE

LOVE!!!

 

This is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words

will never approach it.

 

Then you may hear your name being called when nobody is in the room

except you. Or you may see the floating lights that nobody sees

except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not so easy to

experience these experiences.

 

Thus begins the break down of a persons basic reality. The laws of

science go flying out the window as the room is filled with the

sounds of a million crickets or bees that are humming every where

but there are no crickets to be seen and no bees to be found and yet

there is that humming and chirping! And lets not forget the flute

players! Hi guys!

 

The dreams are filled with snakes and spiders and people with

glowing blue eyes. " YIKES " Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and

somehow the smell of incense and roses has come into your home and

your not burning it! Yep the deep end has come and your swimming in

it!

 

And now fear has begun to creep nore expressivly into your thoughts.

 

" Am I nuts? Did I really see that dancing blue girl and did she

really change into a snake and go into my closet? I will NEVER go

into that closet to find out! "

 

Now the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental

stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere

else.

 

A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your mind.

 

Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the adrenals

pump out the epinephrin. Fighting and fleeing only works when it

isnt internal to the body.

 

" Who said that? "

" What? "

" Oh... that was me. Oh Sh & t! "

" I am still me...I am still me...I am still meee...

 

(insert theme from twilight zone here)

 

" OK OK THAT was me. But I know " their " listening to me! Whoever they

are! "

 

" I am nuts?! Ahhhh! Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont

really...feel nuts. I feel like the same old me. This cant be a hang

over as I havent seen Dr. Melissa for about six months. She of the

double margarita's.

 

But I MUST BE. But it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing

these...these...things! "

 

AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not know about Kundalini or

the awakening process. Sometimes years can go by and many stays at

the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms are merely put on

hold or become twisted into worse forms than before. Drugs can do

that with Kundalini.

 

For those of you searching for this expression these scenarios may

occur for you but the difference is the fear will not be so

complete. For you, we will be here and your journey will be

understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what is going on.

So no worries! -