Guest guest Posted May 12, 2010 Report Share Posted May 12, 2010 my journey is not over - there is a divine plan but I sure as heck have no idea what that might be. And yet I am so enjoying the moving about and seeing new things and meeting new folks. Staying in one place does not feel right. I have a desire - have had it since meeting chrism yet at this time I am being directed to set that desire aside and follow the path that is being put in front of me. There are no accidents - I have been put in the various places for a reason - here in Los Alamos I know the reason - it was to meet my friend who has proven to be a caring kind teacher who gives me the same encouragement that chrism does and last night I discovered that he is very knowledgeable in publishing and is interested in helping chrism with his books. So why was I brought here?? Very obvious to me - Today one of the nurses came down to tell me she read my note about leaving and at first she felt badly then she was excited - she and I have had a few conversations about spirituality and she understood my feelings and the intensity of working with the KAS program. I smiled when she said - I have never met anyone like you- She wants my chair and she said I will remember you when I sit in it and I told her that you will be receiving Energy by sitting in it and she smiled. A gift to her from Shakti. Oh by the way - I lost my job - I am now a free agent on the move again. Thus this note to all of you. The other night in my state of crying depression I asked once again - shakti please give me a sign make it one that I can understand tell me what you want me to do for I am tired and just can not take it anymore - the surrendering is just too hard and is not working here - hello???? I took a one month lease on my apt so I needed to have some direction real soon. So the next day I got my walking papers at work- they had to cut 3.5 jobs here at the school and since I was last in I am first let go. Shakti came thru with a very readable sign. I am once again without work- yet I do not feel the desperate need that I have had the last few years. chrism and my friend both say the same thing - a wonderful prophetic statement: Take care of your needs and your wants will come- So - here I sit ready for the next big move- 1. I will be driving from Los Alamos to Fort Myers Florida probably around July 1st. Anyone up for a cross country trip?? On the way out here Zach was kind enough to drive with me. This time I would like to take a tent and camp and stop wherever - I have no time frame so can visit places AND 2. if anyone along route 40/or possibly route 10 and down into Fl would like a visit from a fellow K folk - well please please contact me offlist. If you have a floor I am a good couchsurfer. 3. AND I will be looking at the possibility of putting on a seminar in FL-- and/or would at least like to do a get together - so anyone interested let me know - we can work as a team and bring chrism in or just meet up as a group- 4. This is just part of this journey - in a few months I will be moving to Minneapolis - I will be looking to set up a seminar there perhaps in the spring. And for sure a get togetehr I am so grateful for the opportunity to move about the country - NM was not conducive to the KAS program but MPLS has many more possibilities. Often I bemoan the fact I am single and alone yet - how many can pick up and go as I can ??? There are advantages to all situations. Freedom to explore and freedom to learn and freedom to walk this path on so many soils- I am blessed. Please contact me if you are interested in a drive or a visit or a get together. e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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