angery and disturbed

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i recently drove up in my auto on 3 ducks that were hit by someone and i immediatly pulled over in a panic and ran as fast as i could as one seemed to be alive and hurt beyond help so i immeadatly desided to put it out of it pain. i felt so much anger at the person not stoping and at least fixing there mistake or carelessness. i was in a panic and cryed as i went to sleep about is i was deeply upset at this, plus i kinda wanted to beat the heck out of the person that did it.

 

is that bad?

 

why am i always seeing injured animals and stopping and having to put them out ?

why do i get so very upset and obligated to do this?

human misery usally does not bother me very much but animal misery does.

is this some karma issue or am i just some nut, the absolute worst part is i am a meat eater and i honestly feel evil doing it.

the only reason i do eat meat is i get sick and gain lots of weight being vegie. i am talking eating strict vegie in the our tradition (no cheating or over eating)and i gained 50 lbs and was sick and misrable and my stomach burned i tried every method of correcting it including seeing my VA indian doctor and he said eat meat your system will never take to vegie diet dispite your religion. he was a vegie too.

i find that disturbing that a indian vishnava doc said eat meat. not that he siad it that i must eat meat. he even asked a indian GI doc and he said foget the meatless diet.

 

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the doc said i should actually do a atkins style diet as i am very musclular and i have a mesomorph build, i am built like arnold schwartzenegger. olnly eat greens and not processed foods. fast foods or resturants foods. said my levels indicated a very high creatine count and that i must maintain is to feel healthy and stay healthy and no why that soy or whey will every keep me healthy with out creating serious and harmfull ketosis and that i will have kindey issues if i try to live on that type protiens, my liver has high ensimes and i have to follow this instuction or risk liver failier.

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What you should do is eat whatever necessary to keep yourself healthy. Keep looking for treatments that may help normalize your chemical situation and allow you to eat a meat free diet. Eat only what you NEED to and no more. If you must eat meat eat only Halal or Kosher. The animals suffer less. Understand that your life depends on animals giving up theirs and maybe start to do some work for or make donations to animals welfare organisations.

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kosher is very cruel i have to correct you on that. in fact it is more cruel then 20th century methods of exicution of live stock

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Well I got my info from PETA. I know they were reporting some alleged Kosher places for non-practice but I don't know the details. I think Halal may be the best since it includes the living conditions of the animal also

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i have wittnessed a kosher sacrafice, they just cut the troat and no pain killers and the animal suffers and bleeds to death and it is usally painfull and horrible to see.

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That may actually be still better than some commercial methods but still gruesome, I saw some of the PETA video. Commercially they are SUPPOSED to stun the animals. but it often doesnt happen. I don't know how anyone can see those things and continue to condone it.

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i can not condone it i hate it i wish that all people could see what happens to the poor beasts. i wish i could be a vegie but maybe i have underlaying illness or some thing i need to get medical testing perhaps there is some ensomatic or hormone imbalance in my system and meat doing a balanceing act, like it is poison and i am feeding the problem and my body reasts to not having the poison from the meat so i feel sick.

 

i think if i find the true problem i will be able to stop eating the meat. i know its poison. at least i don't eat beef. beef makes me ill.

 

i need to find out what is in meat that i can substiute and end eating the meat totally. maybe a arivedic doctor may know what is wrong with me.

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Well your condition is an exception you NEED to eat meat. That is entirely different from eating out of GREED.

 

Try a nutritionist. They may know have some ideas. Once you find out you can see if there are vegetable or synthetic sources.

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imagine not eating meat with out katsup or some condment, lord all your doing is make vegie flavored meat.

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All the meat eaters say that all the other animals eat meat so why cant they. I tell them well run down behind the cow jump on its back and sink your teeth into it. Just like the other animals haha. Getting it in the grocery is not what the other animals do. Of course the thought of them biting a live animal turns their stomachs hehe.