Why I write

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Why i write

May i become more conscious by writing these words of mine

And so i write

some say,

"Such a lazy fellow"

 

But actually

writing is not so easy as it looks

I mean it takes an impetus

an enthisiasm to come up with the drive

to put words on paper or

type them out on a keybord

 

Writing is actually good sadhana

So many great devotees

wrote down their KC experiences

But I write for self-purification

 

 

Forcing me to be disciplined

working on the subtle mind,intelligence and

false ego

I'm preaching to me lower self

that KC is indeed the Absolute Truth

 

I pray more ardently when I write

It's as if my life blood is squeezed out

in a literate form

acknowledging my tiny attempt

to reach Him

 

By writing

I 'm saying

This is me now

here on this page

with my very own pen on this white sheet of paper

And more often a crude attempt

at digging

through layers and layers

of doubt and deception

tons of "No, you can't,you're no good

you're full of it,

good for nothing piece of stool,etc..."

 

May I become KC of being

Krishna das anudas

a tiy soul spec in the middle of all this

material cosmic mud.