Sardar Jaimal Singh - Prayer for you

[Guest guest]

Hello,

I will certainly pray for your health and well being when I do my

next Chandi recitation.

 

If you are in and around the Bay area, we could also get together to

do a puja for your health.

 

May I suggest that you chant the Tryambakham mantra for improving

your health.

 

With best wishes,

Latha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, singh jaimal <sjaimal> wrote:

> please pray for my have high blod preshure i m

> doying dhyn to mataji for blessing thank you

> sardar jaimal singh

> --- kaliananda_saraswati

> <kaliananda_saraswati> wrote:

> > Beloved Latha,

> >

> > I bow to the Divinity within you.

> > It is really wonderful to read your Diary with all

> > the

> > play/determination/etc that evolves, but in the end

> > what I enjoy most

> > is the complete honesty with which the journal is

> > produced. How did

> > Latha the R. and S.I and W.D. maintain composure

> > after being hugged

> > and kissed by Mother? What a beautiful blessing you

> > received.

> >

> > Regarding the meal, maybe your willingness and also

> > the love and

> > devotion with which the meal was prepared was more

> > important than the

> > actual meal.

> >

> > On an earlier post at the start of this sankalpa,

> > you made mention of

> > an autobiography, well Dear One, seems like you have

> > a very good

> > start to making that idea a reality.

> > May Goddess Chandi continue to bless you.

> >

> > Jai Maa

> > Kali

> >

> >

> > , "Latha Nanda"

> > <lathananda>

> > wrote:

> > > Dear All,

> > >

> > > The short story :- I am chanting ...... WHATEVER

> > IT TAKES. And

> > email

> > > breaks are part of the game. I wish I could say "I

> > have realized

> > God.

> > > You too can. Go in peace my children". But

> > honestly prompts me to

> > say

> > > otherwise . May be one of these days ....

> > >

> > >

> > > The loooooooong story :-

> > >

> > > Nov 21st :-

> > >

> > > It was just this morning that I felt so good to

> > have chanted the

> > > entire Chandi in a disciplined and orderly manner

> > (Niyata pranatah

> > > smatam - as it says in Chapter 5). This was the

> > make up Chandi for

> > > yesterday.

> > >

> > > You would think that the bhav would remain for

> > atleast a few hours

> > > and I could complete today's requirements without

> > any problems.

> > >

> > > I did all the right things - took off early from

> > work, even managed

> > > to avoid the temptation of a good time on a Friday

> > evening with the

> > > satsang at Ananda Kamalalaya and sat in front of

> > Maa at 8.

> > >

> > > I finished the prayog and just about decided I had

> > enough and went

> > to

> > > bed early.

> > >

> > > Strange - full of loftiness in the morning , and

> > then ..... down

> > the

> > > drain at night.

> > >

> > > Now I have to make up for tonight's parayan one

> > other day.

> > >

> > > Nov 22nd :-

> > >

> > > I head for the Ashram in the evening. I bow to Maa

> > and Swamiji

> > after

> > > the class. They are so sweet .Maa sez that she

> > doesnt want me to

> > > make her breakfast tomorrow . My feeling

> > thermometer plummets

> > > but "obedience to the Guru" is the motto.

> > "Whatever You say Maa " .

> > > They are coming to San Jose and I ask them to

> > bless me by visiting

> > > my humble apartment and partake of some modest

> > meals made with my

> > own

> > > little hands. Swamiji in his forthright fashion

> > sez "I'd rather not

> > > go anywhere but I gotta go to San Jose for

> > something and I dont

> > > really wanna go to your apartment next to your

> > work. Besides this

> > is

> > > your home" .

> > >

> > > Typical Swamiji - his forthrightness never stings

> > , it is always a

> > > breath of fresh air. And besides I dont think much

> > else of what he

> > > said after he said "this is your home, thats an

> > apartment close to

> > > your work" . It was ringing in my mind throughout

> > the evening.

> > >

> > > I sit in front of my altar in the Mandir. 8

> > o'clock. I am done by

> > > 10.30. Smooth smooth smooth sailing. I still

> > have to make up for

> > > ydays Chandi - dont know when I am gonna do that.

> > >

> > > That night is Amavasya and one of the senior

> > disciples at the

> > Mandir

> > > is starting Kali puja at 11 pm. How long will it

> > take , I asked

> > her.

> > > Oh about 2 hours , she replied very casually. The

> > people here never

> > > cease to amaze me -as though it was everyday that

> > she did a 2 hr

> > puja

> > > starting at 11 in the night. I stayed up and

> > followed her lead for

> > > the puja and retire reluctantly at 1 am. I still

> > had enough energy

> > > left to chop wood and run a few laps ... but go to

> > sleep.

> > >

> > > That's what the Mandir does to you.

> > >

> > > Nov 23rd :-

> > >

> > > Get up in the morning and finish my Shiva Puja. I

> > finish and I am

> > > thinking what to do. Maa didnt want me to cook

> > her breakfast , and

> > > so I was contemplating my next strategic move (

> > supposing I just

> > cook

> > > and give it to them, what will she say ?) when Maa

> > and Swami

> > entered

> > > the temple for their morning prayers .

> > >

> > > Maa came towards me and I turn (didnt get up cos

> > my leg was sore)

> > > towards her and bow . She comes and hugs me and

> > kisses me.

> > >

> > > I am still reeling under her dazzling smile as she

> > goes back to

> > start

> > > her puja.

> > >

> > > I am sitting in front of my altar and watch the

> > battle between

> > Latha

> > > the one-thats-just-been-hugged-and-kissed and

> > Latha the Reasoning

> > and

> > > Sensible individual and wannabe disciple.

> > >

> > > Latha -the one_o_t_j_b_h_a_k says fiercely to Maa

> > (in her mind) :-

> > > "I AM GONNA COOK YOUR BREAKFAST.YOU DONT HAFTA

> > EAT IT . BUT I CAN

> > > COOK IT CANT I? AND I AM GONNA MAKE IT

> > DEEELICIOUS. ADD ALL THE

> > GHEE

> > > I CAN AND MAKE IT SO SO GOOD"

> > >

> > > Latha the R. and S.I and W.D argues equally

> > fiercely - " SHE SAID

> > NO

> > > LATHA. ARE YOU GONNA DISOBEY A DIRECT ORDER AND

> > LOSE YOUR CHANCES

> > > WITH A GURU IN THIS LIFE AND FOR THE NEXT FEW

> > LIVES AND SQUIRM IN A

> > > NON-GURU HELL"

> > >

> > > And the fierce battle rages for 5000

> > years...rather half an hour.

> > >

> > > At this point both Maa and Swami have started

> > their puja and I

> > watch

> >

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