Guest guest Posted December 20, 2003 Report Share Posted December 20, 2003 Dear All, Here is the progress report and regress report. In a nutshell :- Chanted my heart out until the 9th - and had a guest, took time off to be a good hostess . So bye bye Chandi. Havent seen her since then. The long story :- This is gonna be a short one too , considering ... Dec 8 and Dec 9 :- I chant the Chandi. Why ? Because I know what happens to my mindset when I DON'T chant the Chandi. I talked about it in my previous edition. Here is what happens to my non-chanting mind ... It comes 'down' to a state of 'normalcy' where pleasure seeking is more important. It waits for the next thrill and the next. It forgets the "aliveness" it experienced ... of doing the right task at the right time and giving it all I got. However I feel very different from the person that took up the sankalpa on the 13 nov. The after effects of my sporadic efforts continue to linger ... I am still in the bhav ... I have been supporting the bhav, reading inspirational books . I had a breakthrough in terms of my self-professed indiscipline and my tamasic nature , this after nearly a week into not doing the Chandi and praying to get back to it. The Goddess heard and I am using everyday with optimal efficiency. I can see it. It is her prasad for this child's clumsy efforts... Today (20th Dec) my vacation begins and I once again commit myself to you Maa and chant your glories . Victory to you Mother. Love Latha Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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