Guest guest Posted April 5, 2004 Report Share Posted April 5, 2004 Steve, When I "found" Maa and Swamiji in 1993, I was 52 years old. I had been on a spiritual path since I was 16. All my years as a Christian, Gurdjieffian, Zen Buddhist, Tibetan Buddhist and Goddess Worshipper were preparation for the magnificent day when I looked Shree Maa and Swamiji in the eyes for the first time; for the moment when I sat in front of Their Altar and looked MahaLakshmi in the eyes and knew I was "home". I knew that my search was over. My whole life has been a divine journey. I don't regret a moment of it. But I wouldn't trade where I am now for anything (all the tea in China, Japan and India combined; winning the lottery; owning my own island in the South Pacific; having the "perfect" marriage). What Mother and Swamijji have given me is beyond price. And it is eternal. It is a divine flower which is always fresh. It is the divine Ganga which washes me clean each moment. The Love I feel for Them is bigger than I am. It expands from my heart until I am no longer aware of a "me". How can I thank Them enough? Om Namah Shivayah! Om Aim Hrim Klim Chamundayai Vicce! Om Swamiji ! Om Shree Maa! "bingo_ridley" <sconnor (AT) austin (DOT) rr.com> Mon, 05 Apr 2004 20:47:29 -0000 hi friends please forgive me as i speak my mind. i feel so fortunate, although at times i do ask mother, why did it take you so long, i have been wandering out in the cold backyard for some time and you did not call me in for supper. then again, maybe what i thought was a long time, was only a few seconds or less. but here we are and all is well. yes it is. there is nothing unwanted. all the extrapolation is now taking place. the sadhana is in a way after the fact. i know where you are now, i can find you easily in my heart. so i am no longer lost in the frigid back lot. the sadhana lets me see you clearer and clearer. yes! this is what i want now, more clarity, more steadiness, more sustain. until, like swamiji says, i see you 24/7. om shalom i love you all, manifestations of god, you all are shining brighter, every day. steve / <?subject=Un> Terms of Service <> . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 5, 2004 Report Share Posted April 5, 2004 ardis, will i ever see them? or, have i seen them, without the physical? steve , Ardis Jackson <anandamama@e...> wrote: > Steve, > When I "found" Maa and Swamiji in 1993, I was 52 years old. I had been on a > spiritual path since I was 16. All my years as a Christian, Gurdjieffian, > Zen Buddhist, Tibetan Buddhist and Goddess Worshipper were preparation for > the magnificent day when I looked Shree Maa and Swamiji in the eyes for the > first time; for the moment when I sat in front of Their Altar and looked > MahaLakshmi in the eyes and knew I was "home". I knew that my search was > over. > > My whole life has been a divine journey. I don't regret a moment of it. > But I wouldn't trade where I am now for anything (all the tea in China, > Japan and India combined; winning the lottery; owning my own island in the > South Pacific; having the "perfect" marriage). What Mother and Swamijji have > given me is beyond price. And it is eternal. It is a divine flower which > is always fresh. It is the divine Ganga which washes me clean each moment. > The Love I feel for Them is bigger than I am. It expands from my heart > until I am no longer aware of a "me". How can I thank Them enough? > > Om Namah Shivayah! Om Aim Hrim Klim Chamundayai Vicce! Om Swamiji ! Om > Shree Maa! > > "bingo_ridley" <sconnor@a...> > > Mon, 05 Apr 2004 20:47:29 -0000 > > hi friends > > > please forgive me as i speak my mind. > > i feel so fortunate, although at times i do ask mother, why did it > take you so long, i have been wandering out in the cold backyard for > some time and you did not call me in for supper. then again, maybe > what i thought was a long time, was only a few seconds or less. > > but here we are and all is well. yes it is. there is nothing > unwanted. all the extrapolation is now taking place. the sadhana is > in a way after the fact. i know where you are now, i can find you > easily in my heart. so i am no longer lost in the frigid back lot. > > the sadhana lets me see you clearer and clearer. yes! this is what i > want now, more clarity, more steadiness, more sustain. until, like > swamiji says, i see you 24/7. > > om shalom i love you all, manifestations of god, you all are shining > brighter, every day. > > steve > Links > > / > > > > <? subject=Un> > > Terms of Service > <> . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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