Lynne, A mother...

[Guest guest]

Dear Lynne,

Perhaps the time "you are bad" as your daughter said is when you are a child.

God bless you.

 

 

 

 

, "yogalynne"

<omgirl@p...> wrote:

> Brian,

> I liked this post so well--it echoed some of what I have been

> noticing lately. It must be Chandi doing her "work" in me, but

after

> the recitations the last few days I actually have felt the feeling of

> surrender. I have been told many times to "just

surrender"--that it

> would be "good for me", but try as I might I just never knew

what it

> felt like. After the last OM of the chapter I'm finding myself

> silently screaming "Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I'm

laying this

> thing down at your feet--this worry over losing myself and the

way of

> life that I've known. I can't carry this, just take over, I'm

> yours" To which I usually add: "I just want to come home,

Maa..."

> So when I can delight in this awesome longing and not go

straight to

> tears, maybe I'll be even closer to Her.

>

> I loved hearing Shree Maa's Mother's day song. I played it for

my

> kids. They listened to every word! My daughter laughed and

pointed

> to me when Shree Maa sang "A child can be bad, but a Mother

is never

> bad..". She said "you're bad sometimes, Mommy!" And here I

am

> trying so hard!

>

> Love and Light to all of you special beings,

> Lynne

[Guest guest]

hmm, parv, that is interesting ... that metaphor of being a

child ... does maa want us ultimately to not be a child? or am i

reading too much into this?

 

steve

 

, "parv108" <parv108> wrote:

> Dear Lynne,

> Perhaps the time "you are bad" as your daughter said is when you

are a child.

> God bless you.

>

>

>

>

> , "yogalynne"

> <omgirl@p...> wrote:

> > Brian,

> > I liked this post so well--it echoed some of what I have been

> > noticing lately. It must be Chandi doing her "work" in me, but

> after

> > the recitations the last few days I actually have felt the

feeling of

> > surrender. I have been told many times to "just

> surrender"--that it

> > would be "good for me", but try as I might I just never knew

> what it

> > felt like. After the last OM of the chapter I'm finding myself

> > silently screaming "Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I'm

> laying this

> > thing down at your feet--this worry over losing myself and the

> way of

> > life that I've known. I can't carry this, just take over, I'm

> > yours" To which I usually add: "I just want to come home,

> Maa..."

> > So when I can delight in this awesome longing and not go

> straight to

> > tears, maybe I'll be even closer to Her.

> >

> > I loved hearing Shree Maa's Mother's day song. I played it for

> my

> > kids. They listened to every word! My daughter laughed and

> pointed

> > to me when Shree Maa sang "A child can be bad, but a Mother

> is never

> > bad..". She said "you're bad sometimes, Mommy!" And here I

> am

> > trying so hard!

> >

> > Love and Light to all of you special beings,

> > Lynne