Guest guest Posted June 29, 2004 Report Share Posted June 29, 2004 Dear Latha and All, I find that when I play ANY of the music that I have received through Shree Maa and Swamiji, or any of the recordings of chanting, that I am seemingly unable to turn them off if I have to leave the room. It feels disrespectful. This has been going on for quite some time and I am glad to hear that this practice is also somehow useful. For the past 4 weeks I have missed the online Chandi classes--ever since they started on Saturdays. I've puzzled over this. Why did Mother switch the day??? Self deprecation says: I must not be "good enough", maybe I need to try harder... Self-conceit says: I try so hard, I do so much, I deserve this class, etc. etc. I'm not sure what to make of it all, but I have to trust that Mother knows what She is doing and just continue to do my best. What I haven't done is ask Her for help and guidance through prayer. So, I remind myself to ask her simply and honestly for assistance in participating in this learning that I have gotten so much out of in past classes. More than words can say. Maybe this is what she has been trying to teach me all along! Jai Maa, Thank you all for your presence and inspiration!!! Much love, Lynne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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