Guest guest Posted November 23, 2004 Report Share Posted November 23, 2004 Bharat wrote: But for people like me, who have not got this kind ofblessings, infact it has been almost the opposite,then it is VERY HARD to be Motivated. Dear Bharat ~ I empathize with you very much. Are you ill, as I am? Are you living on just a little money as I am? If so, I am sorry. It is hard to be motivated, especially when I don't feel well, due to my illness. But I think your reason, your WHY is good and important ~ She does deserve to be prayed to, to have her story chanted, etc. And if you see the other post I wrote to Latha about my WHY, you will also see that I have had several things I desired/needed come to me without any doing on my part. Well, I guess the doing on my part was the desiring and then letting go. But now I have these things, and though they are small, they are also HUGE in teaching me the power of Ma and the Univese to provide. When I can do nothing else, I just put one foot in front of the other. Sometimes that is all I can do. Like yesterday I did the dishes and swept the floor. Big whoop for most people, but for me very hard when I am not feeling well, which is most of the time. My sadhana, which also has just been putting one foot in front of the other, has grown over time such that I am amazed. I did not do it. It just happened, naturally, easily, as an outgrowth of where I started, with the reading/chanting of the Chandi.I Because of the support of the group, I have felt free to share the difficulty of my illness here. I hope for you that you can feel it is okay to share your troubles too. Jai Maa Jai Durga ~ Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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