Guest guest Posted April 13, 2005 Report Share Posted April 13, 2005 You would realize that I do not regularly write as my brothers and sisters do in this forum but today I do because of YOU .It is ok not to achieve it today ...............This is also the work of Mahamaya our Divine Mother (Chapter 1) Knowing there would always be instances that we would fail she have given us the privilage of prayering to her again and again whenever the calamities falls on us (Chapter 4) We are after all only her child . The problem with Shree Maa and Swamiji's loves is that they would still love us no matter what happen in this 9 days and we love you the same way too.Now is that really a problem then ?? I have choosen to be a silent sadhu here to enhance my efficiency yet I realise there is so much of room for improvement and there is mistakes taking place within my own space .Make a resolve not to let your sprirt down no matter what happens as actually it is Self Depreciation that makes you feel bad and Self Conceit trying to make you forget remembering ( chanting Chandi Path) Mother Divine Mother in this situation . Hold on Linda, in few more chapters they are all going to be destroyed just hold on a lit bit more............ Ma is coming ............See at the furtherst end of the sky ........There She is coming................ Just like the devas who sang together her praise we would pray and make it together......................We will ...............together !!!!! Come on................................ Jai Maa!!! I totally agree with Berijoy. Your contribute a lot to our sansang and we LOVE you. Did you read my note on my fast? I messed up on the second day. But I started afresh the next morning and it has been a real blessing. Just do what you can, even if it is just gazing at a picture of Maa.Don't even consider leaving the group!ArdisOn Apr 13, 2005, at 3:04 PM, Berijoy wrote:> Namaste Linda,> > Please don't leave this group. And please don't punish yourself > because you cannot continue. Given all the physical challenges you > have been dealing with I'm amazed you have been able to come as far as > you have--your heart is in the right place and in my opinion, > intention is everything. My suggestion is why not just read the > Chandi (again) as we go along but of course, I'm sure someone else > could tell you better. My point is Maa loves you no matter what and I > believe there is nothing you could do to change that.>> [snip] I must confess to all of you, that, because of a variety of > reasons,> but > > mainly my health, on the very first day of the Navaratri sankalpa, I> got behind. > > I tried the next day to catch up, but I wasn't able to, so I am not> able to > > participate, which makes me very sad. I don't want to feel like I've> let> > myself or the group or, most of all, Shree Maa, down. I wonder if> there is> > something else I can do, like the Durga Puja Beginner, except I> just looked> > everywhere for my Beginner book, and I can't find it. It is getting> harder and harder> > to keep track of things in the trailer.> > > > First I thought, I will have to from the group...but I> wasn't > > able to do it. Shree Maa and Swamiji and all of you have become too> important to> > me. But I feel I have let everyone down. I wonder if, for the rest > of> > Navaratri (which ends when?) I could so the seedha path, although I> am not sure how> > I would break it up. I do have my Durga Puja Beginner CD, so I> could listen > > to it. Any suggestions are welcome.> > > > It is a very humbling experience to come to you and tell you that I> have > > failed in my sankalpa; it makes me want to cry because I really> thought I could > > do it. But I don't want to leave the group because I failed.> Eventually, all> > the inspiration I find here; eventually moving from my trailer to a> house so I> > can have a real altar; eventually I hope to be able to really> participate in> > these sankalpas and keep up and finish them. Maa's child, still> crawling ~ > > Linda>>> Be Love,> Berijoy> http://www.egyirba.net> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> You never miss your water 'til your well runs dry. Give thanks.>>>> Groups Sponsor>> >> Children International>> Would you give Hope to a Child in need?>> > <332170_011805_newchildforemail.jpg>>> ·> Click Here to meet a Girl> And Give Her Hope>> ·> Click Here to meet a Boy> And Change His Life>> Learn More>> >> Links>> • To visit your group on the web, go to:> /> > • To from this group, send an email to:> > > • Your use of Groups is subject to the Terms of > Service.>> Make your home page Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2005 Report Share Posted April 13, 2005 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Dear sister Linda 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Jai Maa 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Please do not worry…..right now I do a full recitation everyday ending with a Chandi Yagna on the last (10th) day. I already have you in my sankalp, you will receive the blessings without fail. 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">When I was upset there were so many who wrote to me directly blessing me one way or the other and here I am totally revived and back on track…..then I decided to include those people in my prayers as I would pray to see them happy as well…………..even though you are not reciting you are receiving the benefits through your friends at Devi mandir Group. I am praying for you to be happy. 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Cheer up! 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">JAY 10.0pt;font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:Arial;color:navy;mso-no-proof: yes"> margin-left:72.0pt;text-indent:-18.0pt;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo1;tab-stops:list 72.0pt"> Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol">· .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2005 Report Share Posted April 14, 2005 namaste jay i'm so glad to hear that you are doing better! jai maa! Jay Dayal wrote: Clean DocumentEmail MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0mm 5.4pt 0mm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0mm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman";} Dear sister Linda Jai Maa Please do not worry…..right now I do a full recitation everyday ending with a Chandi Yagna on the last (10th) day. I already have you in my sankalp, you will receive the blessings without fail. When I was upset there were so many who wrote to me directly blessing me one way or the other and here I am totally revived and back on track…..then I decided to include those people in my prayers as I would pray to see them happy as well…………..even though you are not reciting you are receiving the benefits through your friends at Devi mandir Group. I am praying for you to be happy. Cheer up! JAY -- Be Love, Berijoy http://www.egyirba.net Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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