to Ruchi:~Shree Maa dream~

[Guest guest]

Namaste my dear sister Ruchiji,

Your post has filled my eyes with gigantic tears and i feel your pain.

Sweetie, Maa is always right there with you holding your hand. Keep

asking Her in all humility and sincerity to show you the way. Be

patient and continue with your sadhana. Do everything you can to help

you feel inspired; hearing Maa sing surely will allow you to feel Her

Presence, so perhaps play some of Her beautiful soul-stirring

bhajans. And cry to Her with all your heart, Ruchi. Talk to Her and

tell Her Your pain. Maa never turns Her back on us, it is we who

somehow turn our backs on Her. Guilt is one of the weapons of "Self

Deprecation", so also try and chant the Chandi as often as you can.

When you get to the part [i believe it is in Chapter 13] where She

asks what boon do you want, have your answer ready in your heart and

on your tongue.

Maa loves you more than words could ever begin to express.

Your sister always,

muktimaa

 

 

 

 

 

 

, "Khanna, Ruchi"

<Ruchi.Khanna@d...> wrote:

> Oh Dear Mukti Maa,

> What an amazing dream.

> These days I am missing Maa so much. Materailly things are getting

> better in my life after four years. All these four years maa was

always

> with me . Every few months I would see her and she would prod me to

dosadhana and now that I am getting

> Comfortable in my life, I do not see her any more. I feel guilty.

> Sometimes I think that finally with the things falling back on

track, I

> have somehow let her down and I pray to her to show mw the way.

>

> With warm regards,

> Ruchi

>

>

>

[]

> On Behalf Of muktimaa

> Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:41 AM

>

> ~Shree Maa dream~

>

>

> Namaste dear family!

> This morning i awoke from my very first dream of Shree Maa. The

first

> thing i remember is She and i hugging, and then She told me a few

> things, which unfortunately i don't remember consciously. She then

took

> out a portfolio containing many drawings that She had created.

[They

> were of Mountains, Oceans, Trees,etc. [Her Creation?} She

apologized

> and said they had really become messed up and She needed to get

them

> back in order. Then She showed me a colored pencil drawing of the

> beautiful head of a Lion with electric brown fur.[The Lion is Maa

> Durga's 'Vahana' or 'vehicle'.] i was amazed because the Lion had

blue

> eyes. Upon 'awakening' from this very real dream, i realized the

Lion

> with Blue Eyes was our dear Swamiji; Her Lion of Dharma--Her

Vahana;

> Her vehicle to help get Her "Creative Portfolio" back in order. Jai

> Chandi Shree Maa! Jai Shiva Swamiji! Jai Thakur Ramakrishna Deva!

> Your sister,

> muktimaa

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