(A few days after) This day .... 2003 -Henny, Nanda, One, all

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OM NAMAH SIVAYA

 

i agree with you Henny, as i can't find the right words either. i

guess because to convey the meaning in words is always incomplete.

what this group has shown me is what a True Guru is, Love. to me,

Love is Shree Maa and Swamiji's one pointedness. and just as the

universe is recursive, they also are recursive. recursiveness is

when something reflects itself or defines itself. like when two

mirrors face each other. each mirror contains a complete

representation of itself (in fact, it contains an infinite number of

such complete self-representations, each smaller than the other).

 

all of you, collectively and individually are also this reflection.

every action, every reaction, is recursive. follow recursiveness

far enough and it eventually becomes as the Guru Gita says, "the Guru

(God) is the cause of all circumstance." to me this is why Kali is

dancing on Shiva. Siva lets Kali dance on Him because that is all He

can do. and it is all i can do. and in order to make the madness

stop i have to meet every "reflection" with the same response. Love.

 

after all that is what our original "reflection"(s) do, isn't it?

only then will i too be recursive, a reflection of their reflection

reflecting. then all is Truly One. i haven't perfected the system

yet but you all have helped a lot. Thank you One and all.

 

JAI MAA

 

 

, "henny_v_i" <HvI@S...> wrote:

> Dear Nanda and all,

>

> I have been mulling over my words so long that I left it a little

> late. I can't find the right words, yet I do want to let you know

> that, even though I have not been a part of this group for the

whole

> two years, it feels like 'home' (or h OM m ) to me now. I did

not

> know the meaning of the word SATSANGHA before; I do now. Thank you

all

> for sharing your love and wisdom,for making me laugh or cry or

think

> again, for being here. Thank you, lieve Nanda, for being you.

Thank

> you, beloved Shree Maa, for asking Nanda do this. Thank you,

beloved

> Swamiji, for answering ALL my questions. THANK YOU for teaching me

the

> meaning of the word GURU,

>

> with love,

> Henny

>

> , "Nanda" <chandimaakijai>

> wrote:

> > Dear Kanda,Grace,Kalia, Manoj,Rick and all,

> >

> > Thank you for sharing what the group means to you.

> >

> > My turn ...

> >

> > The group, and my involvement with it can only be described

> > as "following Maa's request". I have benefitted hugely from this

> > group - in terms of learning to communicate ,understanding

> > people and lot of self confidence. There have been good times

and

> not so good ones - and all the time Maa and Swamiji have been

there to

> guide, so that , in the end I learned very valuable lessons with

every

> step.

> >

> > If I could share one lesson from my experience - when Maa

> > says "could you please do me a favor? could you do ...." ,

PLEASE DO

> > IT !!! I have learned that with every request Maa makes, She

> > attaches a BIG blessing !

> >

> > In the true spirit of giving more than taking, Maa doesnt ask

unless

> > She gives more , MUCH MUCH more !!!

> >

> > For me the group has been a wonderful learning experience, an

> > opportunity taken advantage of, simply because of choosing to

obey

> > Her request.

> >

> > I sincerely believe that when the Guru asks - it doesnt matter

> > whether we have the skill or talent or inclination for the task.

> > Simply allowing ourselves to be the instrument is enough. And

the

> > Guru takes care of providing the skills.

> >

> > JAI GURU

> > JAI GURUP

> >

> > Nanda