To Tanmaya about about Madhu and Kaitabha vs. God and the parents

[Guest guest]

Dear Tanmaya ~ thank you for your kind words, and wouldn't it be

wonderful if someone were to keep track of our moments of change and

inspiration, our "Ah ha's," so that at some point they could be

actually compiled into a book?

I keep looking around, and inside ... watching for traces of the old

shame/blame/pain shadow, but so far it has not returned. It's a bit

like a cartoon character ... I'm lifting up the bottom of my shirt ~

no, it's not there; I'm peeking under my collar ~ no it's not there;

I'm looking under my hair ~ no it's not there; I'm examining my shoes

~ not, not there. LOL But I appreciate all the information people have

provided on prayers for parents and ancestors and eagerly await

Swami's reply to my recent question, because I don't want to ever

live with all that stuff inside of me again.

Again, my appreciation ~ Linda

Tanmaya wrote;

>> I don't think your words are tangled up at all; on the contrary,

they>> are a contributation to the first chapter of the book of

dharma, of>> spiritual culture in the West, which Maa and Swamiji

have so lovingly>> and heroically worked to inspire...