the ocean refuses no river

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A desire for knowledge has driven me

leaving the bank to cross the river of samsara

to reach the other riverside, they called it nirwana

 

the raft I found was old and well tried, a big vehicle

but after a while a force pushed me to left the raft

and diving into the river

 

my swimming was bad as i saw others gliding

without effort

I stoped every movement

 

Then it seems, there is no other riverside, no raft,

no bank that was left, no rifer, no swimming

 

now I enjoy to glide downstream

to be in the river, to be the river

here and there offence to a cliff, ... ouch

 

sometimes the torrents

makes one not seeing the others

and the din is to loud

 

then I feel like a little child in the dark

wishing to hold tied to someone

who knows whats going on, who sees the light

 

doubt and ignorance try to navigate ...

 

I heared once in a song

'.. and the ocean refuses no river ....'

and let go ...

 

 

love

Uwe

 

PS. sounds worse than it is, but after a sleeples night it cames in my mind

after meditation