Question on K.

[Guest guest]

Hi All,

 

I noticed a recent question on managing K, so I thought I'd share today's

experience.

 

I'm just finishing a long and freaky move to a new apartment, and I'm

determined this will be my last day... just have to bring the last things

and clean the place.

 

I was carrying boxes up the steps and to the car, over and over, and my

legs kept getting stiffer and harder to move. Other muscles too, but

mainly the legs... and I knew what it was... when I go for a walk, my

legs usually get to feeling so full of K. that I have to stop and just

stand still for a few minutes... and then go on. It's like they're

getting tired, but it's a different feeling... I know it's K. And every

time I get used to my K. level and it doesn't bother me to go walking, then

I get new energy and the same old problem again.

 

So today I said to my spiritual guru, "Where's all this new energy I've

got? Why can't I make it work for me when I want to do something

practical?" And he said, "You have to want to do it."

 

Well. I admit I'm not crazy about all this drudgery and cleaning... But I

see what he means... So okay, folks... I'm doing my best to enjoy

today... I'm thinking about how much fun it is to box up these last lovely

things and take them out to go to my new home... and how much fun it's

going to be to clean the place one last time and see it turn beautiful...

and how wonderful it will be to just stand and look at it one last time...

 

Doing better already.

 

Love,

Dharma

[Guest guest]

SPeaking of weird things like that,

 

this morning was one of those mornings in the middle of doing a guided

mediation i got to this point where i just wanted to be still, not move,

meaning it was hard to move. was very blissful too. Settled down into

heart center and still, urge to just be still.

 

dunno, wierd things

 

--janpa