Guest guest Posted May 24, 1999 Report Share Posted May 24, 1999 At 01:07 AM 5/24/99 -0400, you wrote: >"Linda Callanan" <shastra >Often the 'soul' or 'inner self' number can be a challenge that is where the >sadhanna comes into play - by working on the number through a sadhanna the >number becomes effective. I did a 1000 day sadhanna to bring certain >numbers into balance. OK, for the fun of it, here is my "soul" reading. I find it interesting in that I *do* perhaps have some inner anger issues, but don't really know if I have a "self-indulgence" problem or not... perhaps I do, but it's working itself out gradually. Doesn't "everyone" (who still believe in a separate self) have some level of self-indulgence issues? The reading seems to indicate the path of karma yoga (selfless service) to be ideal for me... when in fact, I've found the combined paths of jnana/raja to be most useful. But perhaps Grace will lead me to a place of selfless service, or perhaps my website presence is the beginning of such a path. All I know is that "the future" looks bright from this standpoint :-) The key for "me" is to realize there is no "me." Then all things come into balance quite naturally. Once again, I don't really seek to correct things on the plane of the lower self. I've been down that road already, and it lead nowhere. The only solution is to surrender the concept of lower self entirely. SOUL OF 5 The SOUL Number is the core of your identity. It indicates your own internal relationship with yourself. Your relationship to the infinite, unlimited part of yourself. It is the key to tapping into your creativity and depth. The key word for you is balance. If your body is out of tune, you cannot reach a balance in your internal processes. When you are under stress, you have an inability to make sacrifices. This manifests in such a way that you can't push yourself out of your "comfort zone" in order to serve others or to serve your own soul. It is a problem of self-discipline versus self-indulgence. Your self-indulgence will take you on the path of self-destruction unless you go through a conscious clearing process for 1000 days so that you can gain the ability to sacrifice your own comfort and give up your anger. The solution is for you to accept the fact that you must teach others how to experience their own inner identity. If you connect yourself to your Soul, you will experience your own inner identity which is that of a teacher. It is through your self-sacrifice that the essence of who you are can be expressed in your life. ----- Visit The Core of the WWW at: http://www.eskimo.com/~fewtch/ND/index.html Music, Poetry, Writings on Nondual Spiritual Topics. Tim's Windows and DOS Shareware/Freeware is at: http://www.eskimo.com/~fewtch/shareware.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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