Guest guest Posted August 11, 1999 Report Share Posted August 11, 1999 Hi Chris, >> I've been thinking about my own early childhood and wondering what was >> suppressed. My parents were loving, patient people, and yet I know of a >> few things they discouraged because they thought I would be happier without >> unusual abilities. Also, there was a little man who came to visit us >> occasionally... at night, to check up on me... and when I told them he'd >> been there, they always insisted he was a dream, and I always said he was >> real. > >You had to shut down in order to survive in a manner that your parents >approved >of ... and also as you were psychic you saw the fear coming from your >parents as >you caused them to remember their childhood ... so out of compassion you >repressed your abilities ... I don't think I shut down. There was a big church on the corner behind us, and I started going to church services there when I was 2 1/2 or 3... when my mother found out, she put a dress on me on Sunday mornings... doesn't seem very repressive. It wasn't psychic stuff that I know they discouraged... it was very early reading, math, stuff like that. But I do think most of us stop noticing a lot of the psychic stuff consciously because the people around us don't seem to see and hear those things. >and now you are looking to remember ... but you >still cannot accept yourself because subconsciously you are still looking for >your mother's approval and acceptance ... I understand why you say that, but that's not me. Over the years I was able to help my parents with what I knew and experienced... not pushing too much on them at one time, but a little here, a little there. My father had been an agnostic... when he died, he left the table beside his chair empty except for one little book: _On the Immortality of the Soul_, Socrates on death and immortality... from the _Crito_. I was able to take care of my Mom for the last four years of her life, and we had a wonderful time together. She didn't hear Daddy, but once in a while I told her what he said. She knew about my memories of other lives... Actually, Chris, it's my children who don't understand and accept... now that I have active Kundalini, I'm even more of a weirdo than before. ))) Love, Dharma > > > >> One thing comes to mind that I've never looked at in this way before. My >> father stammered... in later years, only occasionally... but I think it >> was more pronounced when I was very small, like 2-3 years old. Mom said >> that when he got hung up on a word and couldn't say it, I would go over to >> him and say the word for him... then he could say it. > >Father was shut down for some reason ... made wrong as a child ... you tuned >into what he was trying to say 'telepathically' ... > > >>Mom told the story >> because she remembered how touching it was when I put an arm around him and >> said the word... I don't think she ever wondered how I knew what word it >> was. She also said that a few times when she couldn't think of a word for >> something, I said it... once it was the name of the test for syphilis, and >> I said "Wasserman." Another time it was the word for the stairways that >> move by themselves, and I said "escalators." (There were none in our >> town.) She thought I must have an unusual memory... that I must have >> heard those words before, though she couldn't remember when. But now I >> wonder if it was psychic. That was before TV, though we did have a radio. > >I think I've answered that .... in this and the other post ... > > >> >> >> In the US now, so many mothers work and take their children to day care... >> it's hard to see how very many children could be raised this way. Do you >> think that teachers in school could make a big difference? That seems kind >> of late to start it > >I spoke for a couple of hours last year to a group of puberty age children ... >(one of my plain man ... no 'bull shit' talks which the teachers couldn't >quite >come at) ... but the reports that I have been getting back from the school (I >have an insider there) is that the teachers and counsellors can't figure out >what has been the reason for the drop in incidents within this group ... >and why >their grades have gone up ... statistically at variance with all other past >groups and the rest of the school ... > >I have a couple of teachers in one of my groups who are applying the >principals >of my work in their class rooms and some of the stories of the results >they are >achieving bring tears to my eyes ... > >In my opinion, all that is needed is for the children to be heard ... really >heard ... > >with respect > >Christopher Wynter >Hobart Tasmania >wynter > > "The Plain Man's Spiritual Notebook" > http://www.anunda.com/anunda.htm > >//anunda >'anunda list' Public Archive: >/viewarchive.cgi?listname=anunda >__________________ > > >--------------------------- ONElist Sponsor ---------------------------- > >Congratulations to Molly Jones >This week's FRIENDS & FAMILY WINNER! >To enter, go to /info/onereachsplash3.html > >------ >Eat Raw Foods and You Will Never be Constipated! 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