Guest guest Posted October 8, 1999 Report Share Posted October 8, 1999 Gosh Antoine ~ how did you get in water at such a young age? It seems that experiences like that are initiations into formless no boundaries awareness ~ fast ~ at an early age When I first met you online .. your aura sound reminded me of a dear friend .. who is shamanic My friend Bear had a water death experience too when he was 2, I think. He came back into body giggling saying he was in a bubble with God ~ Then twice more in his life (not with water though ~ remarkable initiations .. glad I never had any like that!). My friend has been a mentor for me ~ I had an experience this year and after That my mind was contracting looking for the walls which had been shifted. I was being sorely tested & the ego identification was quite destructive that I was still playing as attached to (it's duality). Bear kept telling me to come back to the Heart ~ and so it was, I calmed the struggle ~ otherwise .. hmm I shudder to think .. I was blest Spirit sent me (or I drew to me) this wonderful Healer .. Bear told me he had that experience when he was 4! He was initiated so young ~ Here is a link to Bear's profound 'dream' with Ramana ~ http://lightgate.net/visions/visions.mv?module=view&viewid=1176&row=62 He is someone that can be counted on if anyone needs assistance ~ > Antoine <carrea > > > >> > > I remember my son being born, > > it was like Light and Love incredible filled the room, > > and as i held him to my breast, there was this > > gentle instant, ah, yes, i am home and he drank > > as though he'd always known how... > > he never cried and it is very exquisite this > > new born from water to air... :-) > > ~ Rainbo ~ Annette my son was also born with a cry either! Just a sigh .. but he made up for it later! :-) > > > I remember falling in the water before the age of six month, and > remembering how to live under water. All this fuss that was made by the > adults pulling me out and bringing me to the hospital to see if i was > ok, after staying an half an hour under water, if i remember correctly > (The schrodinger cat paradox, who will let it's baby under water 30 > minutes? or admit it even unconsciouly? and what happens if the baby > becomes aware from the same mind "box", as his parent, that he was under > water 30 minutes?). The baby, of a few months, organism does remember > how to pull it's oxygen from the dan dien, the "cauldron" in the > stomach. Been experimented with rats. > > Sometimes, i wonder, why it forgets, with time... Sometimes it remembers > that there are no rocks and that the air that it breaths fells like the > primal water. > Byee All, Colette Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 12, 1999 Report Share Posted October 12, 1999 Antoine and All, Colette left list a few days ago, I forwarded your email to her, you have her address :-) L*L*L ~ Rainbo ~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 12, 1999 Report Share Posted October 12, 1999 Hello Colette, > Colette T <colette > > Gosh Antoine ~ how did you get in water at such a young age? It seems that experiences like that are initiations into formless no boundaries awareness ~ fast ~ at an early age I don't remember how i got in the water, but i remember, how i felt the water becoming alive, like a whale or a dolphin swimming in it with me. I felt in my element. And i guess or feel or project that it is the same with all of us children, like Chrystopher Winter likes to study it. Doing the same at a latter age is much more work, than doing it at a younger one. IMHO. The initiation for me is more the other way around, being initiated in a world where we kill the life of the elements that are us, into separate entities we can breath, walk on, touch, objectify and sometime caress into a softness that leads us back to the time before the "initiations" into this anthropological life. To take the words of Gene Pool, the "vaccination" against those initiations that create a dual world could be said the object of the experience that is left to acquire as a living entity, in my eyes it is life itself. > When I first met you online .. your aura sound reminded me of a dear friend .. who is shamanic > > My friend Bear had a water death experience too when he was 2, I think. He came back into body giggling saying he was in a bubble with God ~ Then twice more in his life (not with water though ~ remarkable initiations .. glad I never had any like that!). Maybe it's because you project from your experience the experience that it was for me, that a fear of the experience is there. I did not lose consciousness or die, in the physical sense in this experience. The memory of being a fetus was clear enough in the body, for it to find back this state without pain or fear or great work in water. The brain of a fetus does not ask for as much as oxygen as the adult brain in certain state of being. "Le grand Bleu" This French movie about a diver, is a beautiful representation of this sensation. > My friend has been a mentor for me ~ I had an experience this year and after That my mind was contracting looking for the walls which had been shifted. I was being sorely tested & the ego identification was quite destructive that I was still playing as attached to (it's duality). > > Bear kept telling me to come back to the Heart ~ and so it was, I calmed the struggle ~ otherwise .. hmm I shudder to think .. > I was blest Spirit sent me (or I drew to me) this wonderful Healer .. > Bear told me he had that experience when he was 4! He was initiated so young ~ > > Here is a link to Bear's profound 'dream' with Ramana ~ http://lightgate.net/visions/visions.mv?module=view&viewid=1176&row=62 > He is someone that can be counted on if anyone needs assistance ~ A strange thing, i remark, for the few time i have told about this event in my life, is that i always fall sick from the lungs after telling it. Like this weekend i observed an infection in the lungs that wanted to turn into a pneumonia. And i haven't been sick for years, not even the slightest cold, maybe except an energy experience on another list a year ago that made me lose weight very fast, in a few hours. This simply points to left work of total surrendering to do within for me. An attachment i have about this law: "that what someone else thinks will come to manifest". So if someone thinks it is not possible to stay under water for 30 minutes for a baby, it will have effects on me having done it, if the focus of that person or entity comes upon the one i am still attached to. The Schrodinger Cat in a box Paradox. My initiations are not completely forgotten yet, and i am not completely vaccinated. So i must conclude cool i am alive Antoine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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