RE: [NondualitySalon] not knowing

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Xanma [Xanma]

Friday, December 17, 1999 12:41 PM

NondualitySalon

[NondualitySalon] not knowing

 

Xanma

 

<Tim: Something seems to have occurred. My brain seems to have blown all

its gaskets at once. All my "spiritual knowledge" seems to have gone out

the

window, and there is only this wordless, intense blissful reality here. Any

question I put to myself comes back "I don't know." Will I still be able to

participate here? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. It's all

gone out the window.

 

Is this Nirvikalpa Samadhi? I don't know. Is this "realization?" I don't

know. Seriously, I don't know a thing. I don't even know what happened, or

if anything happened. I was just meditating and puzzling over MU, and

everything I thought I knew went out the window. All gone. And then I

realized reality has been here all along, and there was never ignorance.

 

This reality is so intense and wordless that my body is trembling. I just

wanted to say I have nothing more to say. I don't seem to know anything

anymore. It's just "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know" to all the

previous stuff I thought I knew.

 

----- >

 

~~~

This is joyful news, Tim.

 

with love

xan

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On Fri, 17 Dec 1999 12:40:41 EST Xanma writes:

> Xanma

>

> <Tim: Something seems to have occurred. My brain seems to have

> blown all

> its gaskets at once. All my "spiritual knowledge" seems to have

> gone out the

> window, and there is only this wordless, intense blissful reality

> here. Any

> question I put to myself comes back "I don't know." Will I still be

> able to

> participate here? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.

> It's all gone out the window.

>

> Is this Nirvikalpa Samadhi? I don't know. Is this "realization?"

> I don't

> know. Seriously, I don't know a thing. I don't even know what

> happened, or

> if anything happened. I was just meditating and puzzling over MU,

> and

> everything I thought I knew went out the window. All gone. And

> then I

> realized reality has been here all along, and there was never

> ignorance.

>

> This reality is so intense and wordless that my body is trembling.

> I just

> wanted to say I have nothing more to say. I don't seem to know

> anything

> anymore. It's just "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know" to

> all the previous stuff I thought I knew.

>

> ----- >

>

> ~~~

> This is joyful news, Tim.

>

> with love

> xan

>

Seems that way from here

too, Tim. Thanks for

keeping us posted.

 

Much love -- Bruce

 

 

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