Guest guest Posted January 14, 2000 Report Share Posted January 14, 2000 Nice to hear from you Bruce! Oz was fascinating. We spent the 2 weeks a little south of Brisbane on an undeveloped section of the beach listening to Barry for a couple of hours per day. I went walking on the beach nearly every day meditating on the sensation, how delightful. My biggest concern was keeping enough cash on hand for mangoes. Went north to Cairns for a few days, rain forest trips etc, then spent 5 days in Sydney. I’m more oriented towards nature than cities, but Sydney was very interesting. I might even consider going back to Oz to see Barry again. Especially if he’s at Cabarita Beach again. He’s in his mid 70’s and warns that although healthy at present, a 5-6 year struggle with cancer could take him at any time. I have no doubt that he is realized. But of course the expression of God filtered through any personality is limited. And he emphasizes as much by warning that one must become independent of authority as soon as possible in many different ways. His approach, his comments, are exceptionally creative. For me he’s an extraordinary source of inspiration especially in terms of metaphysical insight. Yet, I do not feel in anyway that visiting him has suppressed or redirected my own individuality. Our eyes meet briefly many times during the course. And I usually felt an indescribable quickening of awareness, an upwelling of sensation/energy, an expansive leap beyond mental association with limitation. But the same happened, for example, on unexpectedly seeing the full moon rising over the ocean. So I certainly don’t want to place undue attention on Barry. My personal practice continues to evolve. My usual technique of recognizing & negating identification with limitation is still required. But more & more it seems that all that can be done is to take a small shift into subtler focus, awareness of the subtle energy of the body, the usual heaviness or substance of the body is refined into subtle energy, especially coursing upwards from the chest/solar plexus, sometimes this energy leaves awareness completely separated from association with senses / thought. Sense awareness & thought may continue but are seen as if from a very great distance, a distance so great that the observer could NEVER associate itself with anything external. Mysterious and indescribable! For a while I was thinking: I can enter this by putting attention on the solar plexus (as Barry describes in some book, a kundalini yoga approach), or by stilling thought directly (a neti-neti Gyana Yoga approach) which is superior? Which is best for me? But, alas, such thinking implies effort or distance to be covered & there is no effort in Being. words fail.... with affection, Roger ______________ YOU'RE PAYING TOO MUCH FOR THE INTERNET! Juno now offers FREE Internet Access! Try it today - there's no risk! For your FREE software, visit: http://dl.www.juno.com/get/tagj. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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