Guest guest Posted February 1, 2000 Report Share Posted February 1, 2000 with love and blessings, this be the Miranda Soliloqies, part 1 :-) and the non- moral is, after you are little get big :-) heart song, gen Miranda: (pondering what the flame is for) the child eye, now hushed in ample down lies as a flame thought ready to ignite rational thought in time. like a flame, serving only to light a more substantial pyre, child eye is passing pleasure, serves to spark ripe eyes which, gaping, fix forward, flee fancy from the other side. child eye dead? or merely converted in adult eyes which seek to know. with wishing wing, child eye rushes in the hush and fall, mercurial dream, making makeshift playmates, madmates in the darkness, in the glint of new rising unknowing. tiny forms and beings, states and shapes trickle by, informing child eye's gaze. enchanted, she decides to stay, freed from those who close the shade against her sleep. adult eyes thought her safe from darkening chill, from outer rage-- from this child eye escapes. no longer fixed in frame, child eye wakes, blinking into a garden. lightening strikes, and there, she kneels on dewy blades and prays-- not to a god, not to a shape, but to her self and to the place. with first a jerk, and then a pull, child eye rises, charged with wonder-snap and sting, not feeling pain-- child eye glows with satisfaction of the action in nonaction. granted power by a cloud, child eye strives to emulate cloud elegance: free-floating wet and hardly nothing substance lightness. these pleasures do evoke her joy, but child eye finds this state to be too high-- seeks to see life-on-the-ground kinds of visions that pass too far below, if cloud. feather falling, cloud on the ground becomes mist, fluid, solid, small frog. delights for a time in her croaking solidity. sticky sits on warm surface of rock. chants frog song. but too soon slithers snake with death-fang. snake eyes side-long fix, frog song entreats. child eye melts into pond, leaving churning swirl on the plane of the surface. child eye transformed , pokes snake face over the brim, swift swims to rushy bog haven of the edge. from seeming far, dips hawk, unseen for the leaves--intent on child eye, who, intent on pacific being sneaks shivering into the reeds. self-planted, becoming the seed of a bloom, child eye raises yellow tint face, proud daffodil shape climbs from spongy soil, betrayed amidst lush grass, pungent weed. adult eyes nearby, rushing fast to her side--adult eyes seek to know, but the other side evades their fast and forward search. adult eyes, skimming the surface in stride, looms close to the crush of child eye in step barely missing. a gust puffing wind urges child eye to bend to the side, avoiding the wreck of her delicate way of being. . . a dream. . .. child eye sought and so knows, becomes one with the wind, blows, knowing yet innocent blows. adult eyes swift empy the room of child eye-- sweeping the dust and the web and the dream-- raising the shade, squinting, sun-shocked, head shaking, not knowing unknowing. . . . dreaming. through parted spring curtain, gauze, and very good for blowing, child eye, in gust , comes and goes with her will, blows: dead to adult eyes, which not knowing only see child eye alive as a chill. mere wind to those who seek but never be to know. --gen berlin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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