Eric/Lots of stuff let me explain!

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eric wrote:

> She speaks beside a man

> called eric to you, tony.

>

> Why do some Hear, and

> some flap mouths?

>

> Eric used to hear only

> himself. You also can

> hear only yourself.

>

> Who is this, knocking

> at the Door,

> awaiting only you

> or only me?

 

Love it Eric, rings some memories...

 

Under water alone...

Not knowing the meaning of seeing even then,

Of words even less,

Like the sound of the presence of a whale,

I could feel It approaching,

Surrounding me under water,

I was scared of all this water becoming a

presence surrounding me,

For a while it felt different than my mothers

womb.

The presence outside was coming to touch the

one cough already in its prison of me.

The fear went away, as the presence of the

water came to be recognized as my home.

I was at home floating under water.

 

Someone took me out of the poll and brought

the baby to the hospital.

 

I had to forget this moment for a while, i

believe Eric,

I may be wrong in this, I may not,

I don't want to be either, simply sharing...

Just a fear that i have carried,

Or something like a corrupted compressed

psychic information,

To give it a name.

 

It was easy for me to fall sick at will of

the lungs, after that,

Simply had to contrast the "mind", open under

the water,

With the one of the people saving me from

under water, knowing i should not of

survived.

My lungs then would become sick and less than

24 hours latter i could start a pneumonia,

Just being angry against the world,

Wanting to go back into the presence i

beleived only in the water.

 

So i forgot,

And a part of me still does understand that

pushing "Realization" on someone may be the

worst curse.

Some Ego's are as fragile as glass and may

break in million of piece if exposed to pure

reflection of nothing.

Others are solid as rock, and may be the last

sun to burn in the sky,

Many already flow like water...

 

Where is the hurry, I ask myself?

 

Sun or no sun, it is be the same.

 

Was this She (the other) a "she" or a "he"

for me?

For me it has been more an element, water,

that may be associated to my mother womb

presence, thus a She. But water for me is

also the most neutral element of my

environment. Thus "It"'s presence is mostly

felt as neutral.

 

On this "elemental" exploration, the mineral

world (M for matter), has been for a long

while my last mirror hiding the other side of

my face.

 

But what do i say... we forget... we

remember...

So still i am granted this gift of looking in

the eyes of another.

 

Namaste

 

Antoine