Another introduction and a reintroduction

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Dear all,

 

Again, thank you very much for those who

welcomed me so warmly to the list. ))

How lucky to be part of such an online community.

 

Also, welcome to Michael, glad to see you here

and unlurking. )

 

Here's a little reintroduction to the localized

energy field called Amanda:

 

I'm 26 (and having a mid-20's crisis ), live

in the south of Sweden and work as a laboratory

technician (= slave) in a lab dedicated to

neurobiology (of rats and fish, not humans).

 

It is fitting to write a reintroduction to the

list today, as I joined this list to get more

knowledge about Indian spiritual traditions

after Kundalini was activated in the mind / body, and it is now

almost to the day 18 months since that happened.

 

The energy has always been felt,

ever since childhood, so I assume the central

channel has always been open,

but up until then it had not been overtly

present, or rather, only present in the body

of emotions and little in the physical body,

except for a seemingly chronic tendonitis in

left wrist.

 

The energy only needed a small push to appear

in a more visible form. The initial time with K

was the most confusing, but it was influencing

the mind/body prior, seemingly preparing the

mindbody for itself.

 

I have had an easier time with K than most

ppl I know of, maybe because when it started

it was low amount and I felt I was in balance,

had tried to sort myself out as much as possible, work through family issues

etc.

 

Over time the energy has increased in small

yet noticeable steps about every

3rd week and brought about a lot of changes.

It's always been one step ahead of "me", but

all the changes have been for the good.

 

And when I think about it, there haven't been so

many changes, more of a paring down to what's

important, to result in less fuss, so to speak.

 

Right now I feel that the K experience is

something very natural, something that brings us

back to the normal state of being and that it

is something that would happen in everyone

had our world been different than what it is...

 

I feel I'm becoming more and more myself

each day, not the confused jumble of thoughts

I used to be, running in front of the cart of

ambitions, or the fear of dark emotions that

used to be, or the fear of fear, but lights,

sounds, impressions simply being taken into

this small field of experiental gravity.

 

Kundalini yoga ?

It is not me doing yoga with Kundalini,

it is Kundalini doing yoga with me. )

 

I came to this list to read more about

the traditions and the yogas that god can

perform on / in us. )

I have found the traditions

to be an absolutely fascinating

source for knowledge and inspiration.

 

Nevertheless, I do think the yogini and yogi

of today play in a whole different field

than the Eastern ones did.

But is not cyberspace part of Shiva's mind too.

 

Fly the prayer flags of joy and sorrow,

happiness and fear high up on the pole

of consciousness and let the wind unfold them

and bring these prayers to heaven !

)

 

Best regards,

 

Amanda.

 

 

 

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