Guest guest Posted March 14, 2000 Report Share Posted March 14, 2000 --- Only the gate of the abbey is left, on the winter moor. -Shiki One more.... I apologize to those who receive this in duplicate and find it an inconvenience. A. --------- Forwarded Message --------- >Message: 3 > Ville Vainio <vvainio >Mania and schizophrenia Hi Ville et al., Some more views on the topic of mania and schozophrenia. Ville, I'm not trying to argue with you or make you change your mind or anything. I'm just want to add some colors to the captivating palette of thoughts you have here. You said: >I don't think there is logic involved at all. It's just a bunch of shrinks >trying to make good guesses, usually failing miserably. Most medicine is like that, trying to make good guesses. So is science, but scientist working directly with experiments usually have a little bit more control over their train of thoughts and can construct tests and perform them. It still remains only models of reality though, as can only give a simplified version of it. As you probably know being in the natural sciences. With real life humans and psychiatry, the questions become a bit different. >Yours truly was once diagnosed to have schizoid >personality disorder due to my philosophical/spiritual interests. Yes, a rather poor platform on which to base this diagnosis. I can see this must have been one of those stigmatizing labels Lisaveta mentioned in her post to the list. >I had had problems with k previously, mostly >anxiety, That is a common enough problem with K or pre K times. I see it as an excess of energy in the emotional body as well as a balance trying to be recaptured but somewhat failing. >and diagnosed me as a schizoid personality. Despite the fact that I have >always been deeply emotional, love my wife & family, and have friends. >Servers to prove how far psychiatry is from actual science. Most definitely. This to me is what makes psychiatry so dangerous, it is always someone's more or less well educated opinion, but it is not the same as a blood test. It is however different with mental illness which also carries with it neurological change and disease, which can be be easier tested for. However, I would not have liked to have the difficult profession of psychiatrist, although at one point in my life I did consider it. I can sense the pain this "diagnosis" must have caused. Acquiring a "psychiatric" diagnosis has in many ways the effects of other ppl not wanting or not being able to take your views and wishes seriously. It is a rather depowering type of label. It shows how much psychiatric illness is feared even today. One must wonder whether this is not a dark Jungian shadow of the fear of not being able to cope, of not being able to do what modern society expects us to do, i.e. perform. >some correlation to the possibility that something nasty will pop up >behind an otherwise ignored, innocent looking neuron. Somebody that >exclusively does the sleep-eat-work >routine won't quite probably activate much of the hidden pathways, and >will probably have a saner life. Yes, until the ball drops, until you get into hot waters, and as I see it, that happens for everyone at least once in their life. Apart from such a crisis being a great opportunity for spritual progress and even enlightenment, situations like these are in many ways the measure stick for how sane you really are, not on the surface when everything is spick and clean, but how well or not you can cope in a situation that rips you out of your familiar old places and sets you in unfamiliar terrain. (We may be back to the old maxim of surrender here. Only in situations of extreme emotional / physical pressure will the ego allow itself to surrender, most likely as a result of simply not being able to go on any more.) In addition, as I see it, one does well in exploring those harmless looking neurons before they are being ground in your face. However, prior to my K awakening, I used to read reports of doctors warning against TM and other types of meditation with great horror and vowed never to be involved in anything so dangerous. Now I can only say... some things have to be faced sooner or later. >Me too. One of them is that spiritual person can quite easily fake the >behaviour of a normal person, and go along the same thought routes as the >normals do. Heh heh heh, exactly. LOL ! That's about the only differentiation I too can make b/n someone successful on the spiritual path and the person diagnosed with ps. disease. LOL ! The spiritual person can hide away the mystical views and pretend to be an everyday person, s/he does not have to shout that s/he has seen god that morning and can go to work like nothing happened. The insane person is not able to stay silent about his experiences. Well that is simple. However, I do think there is a question about balance here. As you say, the spiritual person swims, the one labeled insane sinks. The spiritual person receives the mystical states while in balance, being able to cope with the upsetting or shocking experiences without being overwhelmed by them, the person being labeled insane does not, maybe because there is a general imbalance in the mind body. >showed increased density of dopanergic synapses , but this could >have as well been the result of dopaminergic up-regulation by the neuroleptic drugs. You're absolutely right about that. However, I do remember having seen extensive reports on genetic differences in schizo- phrenic patients compared to unaffected control group, and this would support the theory that serious mental disease such as schizophrenia has inheritable as well as environmental factors. >I sincerely hope so :-). Well, maybe the spiritual process will leave you with no desire to communicate with the surrounding world, but I do believe the choice will still be there. Or that it is need based. As long as the desire to speak is there, the ability will stay. Or something like that. >We'll see if that will happen... it would be kinda cool if such things >indeed happened, professionally thinking. It doesn't for everybody and this list is full of examples where the process hasn't led to the ability to take more strain or decreased depression and anxiety, but on the other hand seemingly added to the burden. However, if the process is a balanced one, I do strongly believe the ability to take strain is increased with time. Some sources on the net claim that Kundalini can be turned outwards into external activities and used to enhance success in professional life. Personally I can't exactly see how this can come about, partly because K can make it difficult to read / study at times, and is prone to make one more easily tired, physically, as well as mucks up the short term memory, but yes, my personal experience is that K can reduce stress in general and at work. Things are more easily done, there is less resistance to tasks previously disliked, the boss' temper tantrums are more easily handled and forgotten, some things are done without conscious volition sometimes. >I'm in the age (23) when I'm >supposed to start developing a career of some sort, and I know my family >won't rest until I'm a stinking rich Ph.D. Up to know, k has given only spiritual benefits. Well, if to become a stinking rich PhD is what you most deeply want, if you are in the place you should be, not according to your family but according to your soul, chances are great that you will become a stinking rich PhD (apart from you being able to actually become rich through the study you have chosen as opposed to many other academic professions). However, if this is not the place you most deeply want to be, a better and more appropriately feeling alternative may well present itself. When I first joined the list one year ago, I read these stories about how K had caused many ppl to lose their jobs. I thought I was in for the same, but so far, I have only become more deeply involved. I would like a different career, but for the moment, I seem to be rather stuck. Too bad that entails 10 hour long work days. ( We all have our own dharma to uphold. >"Balance"... hmm.. I think I had that feeling around the early 1997 ;-). LOL ! More like a thermostat then, up then down, up then down, somewhere in this balancing act the perfect balance will be struck and then balance will never again be a problem. >though I assume that a good therapist >can turn a schizoid into schizophrenic in a few well-planned sessions. LOL ! I am pretty sure about that to. In order to undergo psychiatric care, one should be extremely sane. >Yep, and the psychiatry forgets that it is also a religion (or at least as >absurd as many religions). Yes, it casts itself as the mold for the true explanation for the human condition. I do have respect for psychiatry and psychology, but I no longer believe it holds the true explanations. >And ultimately, we'll all end up dead anyway, and see the same, smiling >absence of darkness. LOL ! Yes, thank you. I did ask my sister, who has been under education to work in the health sector about what would happen if mental disease would just be left untreated (I was curious to see whether the patient would end up in a vegetative state) sort of run itself out. This was an alternative taht had obviosuly never struck my sister's or her teachers' minds. It was an unthinkable option. Every patient had to at least be tried to get back into normal functioning. This is understandable seing that the medical profession has a mission to secure the health of ppl, but it is also a political issue. Should society pay for care for psychiatric patients that are unable to function by themselves without first at least trying to treat them and bring them back to normal functioning ? Prior to the chemical revolution of psychiatry, I do believe a lot of patients were cared this way, by kind co-villagers or family members, there was simply nothing more to do for them than give them the basic care and see to it that they did not harm themselves or others in their illness. However, I am not sure this is the right solution. Thank you again for the discussion. Best regards, Amanda. --------- End Forwarded Message --------- Angelfire for your free web-based e-mail. http://www.angelfire.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 14, 2000 Report Share Posted March 14, 2000 Ville Vainio <vvainio writes: >"Balance"... hmm.. I think I had that feeling around the early 1997 ;-). LOL! About the only time when I recognize balance in my own life is when I swing past it! ;-) Namaste, and take care- Mike Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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