Tg/loosing the I was Kundalini, more thoughts

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leteegee wrote:

> Had I not got into fear, what would have

> occurred, if anything? Just another

> beautiful experience? When you speak of

> losing the "I", are we talking in

> the sense of 'everyone is me', or more of a

> loss of personality, who *I* am?'

> ...or is there something else??

>

> Just wondering...

>

> Love,

> xxxtg

 

Hello Tg,

 

Wondering with you... I just love this

"sensation" of loosing the *I*, it seems the

more it goes the more they are ways to loose

it, left to discover, even that none is ever

the same, like the river flowing is not the

same.

 

Grasping all that flow, all at once, is quite

sensational for the moment it is grasped... A

bit like would be the "feel" of the grasp of

all the Force of gravitation and Explosion

behind the heat of the sun, or behind the

heat of a universe shining to look at itself

in all the minutes details of a bird flying,

a bee making honey, a flower opening... I

guess this is part of 'the everyone is me'

where one may loose one self.

 

The loss of personality, the who *I* am

search or question seems to project this

accumulated "flow" of grasping the everyone

is me into it's origin made of the tissue of

eternity.

 

In between maybe lays what some will call the

_zero point_.

 

"This is the "zero point" between the fields

of terrestrial and celestial gravitation. It

is from there that the soul either is

elevated in contemplation of divine and

celestial things, or descends to act in the

human and terrestrial domain, but this "zero

point" is certainly the place of its

permanent sojourn. After elevation or after

the accomplishment of an act, it returns

there. The solitude of the desert between the

two worlds is its abode." (From Meditation on

the Tarot, Anonymous)

 

Of course all that has been said, in some

way, is influenced by my focus on play cards

for the last year. And it is wonderful to

simply observe how it acts, once allowed.

Something that comes out of this play, is

this constant evidence as soon as the zero

point is "left", that a single card focus may

change the world. If it is so for a card,

simply imagine how much it is for everything,

the details of a bird flying, a bee making

honey, a flower opening...

 

Just love this world

 

Antoine

 

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