Mark/receptivity

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Re: Mark/receptivity

>Grace only comes when there is a receptive

>place for it (although sometimes that receptive place is not know by the

>conscious, so surprises do happen.)

 

Grace can be one hell of a surprise! Grace happened to me

totally unexpectedly. I was an ordinary atheist/agnostic

reading a book on how to improve my concentration when I

woke with tears streaming down my face one day and somehow

knew that I wasn't this body, thoughts, emotions. That

everything was perfect at all times and all there was was now.

 

It has become my whole life. Nothing has changed but everything

is different. There is nothing else but now, and this seems to

be happening more and more. Life is so much easier now.

 

I think I nearly went a little insane at first

because these were all pretty radical concepts to me as I

had no history or knowledge of anything spiritual - in fact,

thought it was all crap that people used as a crutch to

cope with life. I had assumed until that day that all spiritual beliefs were

self projected ideas that people used to cope

with not having a meaningful existence.

 

Grace socked it to me.

I must have had a receptive place for it? I just wasn't

concious of it. In fact I now think that everything is

grace, just happening as it does. Maybe in my own way I was

looking for this , but looking in science and mathematics

and life rather than in spiritual beliefs?

 

I must be feeling gregarious today. Hello

 

Mark:

>>Oh well, more words... someday I will express this so it can be heard.

 

You are joking aren't you Mark? You come across loud and

beautifully clear.

 

Eternally grateful for grace and beautiful people,

Love

Annie

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