Big Christian Secret

[Guest guest]

Hello dear Sangha friends,

I would like to write again about my life experience again.

I didn't write you for a long time, cuz I had(and still have) a lot of

work, and also I am trying to be here and now, and I just didn't have

any reason to write you.

I would like to share you one thing, and I think this is very

important thing on the spiritual path of every true truthseeker.

After my insight I had some problems with people here in Czech

Republic, I hid my manifestations, I hid before them, they could not

find me, they was little bit confused what's happening with me. I

still have one feeling, that they stop to trust me. And they closed

their doors before me.

I don't know if they are true friends, but they are around me. But I

am grateful to God that still there is a lot of human beings which

are trying to help me anyway and anytime.

That's not good time for me now, because I am finding a lot of my

"friends" that they are not at all friends of mine. I am just some

kind of mediator(middleman) to fill their wishes, and if it's not

working now, they just don't need me. (that's I think a big problem

also between Americans).

I was sad about this. Really sad.

But my big spiritual friend helped me again.

** My spiritual friend, told me when I called him yesterday night,

that I have to entrust(commit,leave) this all to God in

goodwill(confidence, belief). All. **

My Sangha friends, I think this big advice is really important, and I

just forgot this. I forgot to trust God, my spiritual ego again grow

up, and again Holy Spirit(or God or I dont know how to find right

name for it) showed me, that I am going in wrong way.

I am very grateful to God, that he let me be with my spiritual friend.

Please, enjoy this my experience, and don't allow to grow back your

spiritual ego again. It hurt, and it hurt in spiritual level. Like

ego is.

Let the peace of God will be with you for ever,

Daniel Rabas (Mahinda)