Michale/ Where do we go ?

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MHortling [MHortling]

Monday, September 18, 2000 6:53 PM

horia; Kundalini-Gateway

Re: [K-list] Where do we go ?

 

This is one of the profoundest questions - what do you actually do when

you're standing at the gate and something is pulling you irresistably

through, towards annihilation into the Silence ?

 

Maybe quickly start chopping wood, carrying water, cultivate some vices and

desires ? Anything to keep you within time & space and causality ?

 

Once dissolving really has become a tangible possibilty, there seems to be a

totally primal fear that kicks in. - O Lord now that I've seen you, please,

PLEASE let me forget again, just for a little while and let me hang out with

my friends a few more years, play my guitar, go shopping, enjoy this world

!!

 

On the other hand, maybe after total surrender to God's power and

ego-eradication, it's time to start controlling the Shakti after all, but

now

from a different perspective. Get to be in charge of the Great Elements that

create the universes, be truly creative, consciously be the projecting part

of Lila's Dance ...

 

Could be fun if dying doesn't hurt too much

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Harsha: Perhaps one can die little bit at a time! :-).

 

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Yeah, and must learn to KEEP THAT MOTHER OUT of the top chakra most of the

time

 

Pensive salutations,

Michael (sort of)

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Profound questions and insights and observations Michael. Thank you.

 

Perhaps we only go when its time.

That is how it seems to me.

 

Lots of love to all

Harsha